when i looked into ur eyes i see pain...u hv been holdin urself bak from showin tht ure in pain.....u smile u laugh but deep inside ure bleedin hard....ure hurt badly....soooo badly tht it hurt me.....seeing u lyke tht makes me wanna take care of u...weird huh? dun ask y....please...lemme b d 1 to ease away ur pain.. wipe tht tears....then i look deeper...then i see a whole new person....sum1 tht u urself never knew it existed....u r sum1 new.....in a gud way of cuz....ure no longer d old u....u hv change......a lot.....really....m telling u.....each tym i look at u i feel tht i really wanna tk cr of u....bt m nt sure if m capable of doin tht....each tym we r apart m worried abt u...thinkin abt u, lookin at my phone n wonder if u whud juz txt 2 say hye... i misyh u really i do...even when we r 2gether i still misyh u....i hope u do too? & yes m sorry m not tht perfect fo u...but m tryin to.... ♥
lately headache jee memanjang..asal eyh?uish,tamo ler saket2....susa ouh naty ta larat pastu nyusahkan org na jage jee...tp kan if na saket bio ler tym final break kunk da masuk new sem suddenly sick.....hell! tanak! naty mesty cam ta aktif ta larat jee all day...sgt ta best begitu oukayh....since m on my final break keje aq is duk uma sajee, eyh yeke? wait seminit....tipooo jee....hari2 ouh kuarnyee....isk3....anyra2....anak dara asek bejalan jee...duk uma blaja masak....eyh?????apakah???? lempang!oukayh2....kursus kawen suda settle....tinggal doc cuppycake syg je blom...insyaAllah...hopefully Dye permudahkan....ameeen....dugaan yg sgt oukayh...seyezly, sgt2 dugaan...gado2 ngade toksah ckp larh kn, mmg punyee...tp alhamdulillah still under control....thanks to Him. kami still oukayh...makin syg...haty makin kuat... :) whenever i look at him ill feel smtg....alarh cam haty bunga2....dlm haty ad taman....butterfly in ur stomach? smtg lyke tht larh....means m fallin fo him again & again...cane tu?its a wondeerful feelin...jgn tnye cane bleyh rase camtu cuz aq sendiri tatawu na jwb....everytym when m wif him i still misyh him....still wanna look in his eyes & say "baby, i misyh u...." poyo ta?takesah larh....do u feel d same?hope u do....
"saudari, cubo jawak ustaz tnye neyh....pasa gapo na kawen?""................(ta sempat na jawab)""ha! sebak gata na menikah lah tu....!"uish, agak kasa d situ.....yeke ai neyh gatal cuz na kawen?alorh,manede.... :(m 22 oukayh.... & he is 27....rather than kami kuar tanpa ad pape ikatan baek kami halalkan....haha...ustaz kt kursus kawen tu tnye...ap motif utama na kawen....ye ta ye jgk....knp ye???
dlm blog neyh mmg larh byk luahan perasaan aq.....yela, name pown manusia kan? mne bleyh lari dr soal haty neyh...kadang2 haty kite saket,sedeyh,geram,kecik haty,yang bab happy jangan cite larh...tu sume keje haty....dye yg rase kite yg seksa...hahah...btol kn?aq neyh mudah mara, & cpat cool down....yeke? tah? ye kowt....honestly kdg2 aq harap sgt yg aq ta dpt na rase pape....heartless larh kunun2...tp mustahil larh tu.....Allah da kurniaan kan haty kt kite....haih.....na jage haty memang payah.....kte bg makanan yg btol if silap sket mula larh saket....oukayh2,moti sebenar aq bt entry neyh....aq rase cm pnat sgt2.....seriusly....pnat sgt2....knp kamo taleyh na kuat?sedangkan kite pown ta kuat tp belagak kuat...cuz kite tanak kamoo sedeyh if kite sedeyh....tp kamoo tapena na ambik twu ap yg kite rase....lari dr masalah bkn idea yg bijak....kamoo ta brani hadapi masalah kamoo tu....bkn kamoo sorg jee yg risaw.....kite neyh ha lagy risaw.....kite yg akan hadapi naty....kamoo kna adil..... pk perasaan kite jugak.....kite twu kamoo rindu dye....tp smpai bile kamoo na mara kt dye?kamoo sedar ta yg Allah lebeyh sygkan dye?baek larh kamoo redha....ckup2 larh kamoo sedeyh, meratapi dye.....bukan bermakne kamoo lupe.....kamoo doa larh,sedekah bacaan yasin kt dye....insyaallah dye twu kamoo igt dye....dye twu kamoo syg dye....& insyaallah kamoo dgn dye akan jumpe 1 hari naty....kamoo kna kuat....kamoo bukan sorang....jangan buat diri kamoo tu nampak malang.....ta baek....Allah menciptakan hambaNYA sebaek2 kejadian....besyukur larh.....
dalam hidup neyh banyak btol dugaan, settle yang 1 datang lagy 1....cane tu?that's why kadang2 ad terdetik na give up or smtg...tapi orang duk cakap "jangan,sabar neyh dugaan tuk hang.." & so aq troskan besabar...tapi sampai bile? pena ta korang terpk?kowt larh ad yang pena trpk cam aq...share sket pleaseee....oukayh fine,aq banyak sangat cite sal stress2 neyh....adoiii...i need a place to say it all out ryte?cmon, give me a break won't ya?in life we will have to face everything..i mean as an experience larh....dulu aq pena jee terpikir kenapa larh asek aq jee yg salah aq jee yg ta btol....u knw ble rmai yg ad kt sekeliling u means u r important....bukan larh maksud aq neyh penting....maknanye rmai yg amek berat....rmai yg sayang.....ap yg u bt org mesty na amek twu.....haaaaaa......u sibuk2 na twu sal i means u sayang i kn????mangaku cepattttttttt!hahaha... lempang~tasuke ke rmai org syg?tanak ke rmai org risaw......drpd duk sorg2 tade oorg kesah?sedeyh weyh if camtu....terase cam idup neyh ta bermakne....no meaning bak kate org puteh....aq neyh mmg pantang if org alergik dgn aq.......seboleh2nye na sume syg ai....eceh!oukayh2,actually na story sal smtg.....me myself tgh gettin ready neyh....abt wat?abt everytg........abt study, abt life....
