my weekends

Salaam....
morning...


I'm currently at the office....weeee~ joy!
yea right...
anyhow.... this weekend was a bit funny actually...
on saturday we all lepak kat rumah je.... eyh jap! no lah....
we all went to Emma's engagement...lalalalalal~
Emma was my collegemate.... close friend of me & also to mr hubby's lil brother...
which make her mr hubby friends also...
oukayh, I think u got what I'm tryin to say right?


mr hubby's lil brother & his wife tagged along with us...also their cute lil baby boy Adam Amsyar...
few months different je with Dinah...
mommy Adam ni kecik je... younger than me but she got married 1st b4 me...

Cousins....

no pic with Emma whereas that time sangat2 panas & I was sweating like a pig...

congrats to my dearest friend Siti Kalimah...

u look stunning!jgn lelama taw...

layan jela pic nye k :)

sikecik ni merajuk thu sbb kena tggal mommy dgn daddy dating mar.... huhu..

if only Dinah dah bleyh jln mommy bwk syg...

tamau pandang langsung...

br bgn tdow ni..still moody

duk kacau mommy lipat baju daddy buat cani..bahaha! cute!

gerammmmmmmm

alahai golap plak pic ni... maklum lah cheap bb.. anyway nampak tak her face?  thats her new develope style... if she is angry mesty bt camtu...haha!

budak ni pantang wo tgk food...

ok tu je for now...

p/s : I need vacation! planning for something...

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salaam...
gud morning dearest :)
Wordless Wednesday??
too much to say so lil time...


After my lil grubbet recover from fever
last night my Mr hubby plak yg demam...
high fever jgk...
alahai....dugaan...
looking at them tak larat & lemah camtu...
feel so damn sad..... if only I chud take away their pain..


actually he work too hard these few days....
imagine waking up at 6 in d morning & coming home at 7...
more than 12 hours in a day...
well we're praying some miracle will happen...


I need holiday badly...
after 9 loooong month & almost 4 month working non stop....
I may die standing 1 of these days u knw...

yea u...

salaam...
hello pretty ppl : ) gud morning..
so yesterday right when i was browsing thru my facebook,email & stuffs..
suddenly smtg hit me...its amazing how u can have thousands of friends online but in real life?
honestly, i'm not the type of person who really mingle around much...
there's a reason behind that....

I used to be a very2 outspoken,cheerful kinda girl...
I would just go around & introduce myself to ppl....
meaning to say I love making friends....
I was very active back in school..
I love sports, choir, drama,scout, martial art clubs...
I enjoy bein around ppl...
so 1 day, I was chatting with my sis
& then she asked me.... my future plan after this...
I'm thinking about being a martial art's instructor, & continue my passion in sports...

& then I graduated from school & started to study in college...
there where it started....
I started to meet so many different types of people....
weird 1, rude 1, & also the nice 1...
I have my own group...
a bunch of crazee girls... average teenage girl with attitude...
ahahahah!
those days...

I got hurt so many times by the so called 'FRIENDS'
they talk behind my back...
friends arent supposed to do that... in my world of course...
ever since that I hardly trust anyone & tend not to have any intimate r/ship with ppl around me...
I'd rather be so called 'anti-social' or 'lone ranger' like wat my cousin always say to me...
having those heartache to a person u called 'FRIEND' is such cliche...

life is too short to regret...
why do u wanna be sad just for ppl tht doesnt give a *&%^ about u...


p/s : i need holiday! -_-''

my weekend

salaam...

hye luvlies : )
its monday & its work day.. -_-"
lucky to those who doesnt work on monday...

anyhow..
i spent my weekend at home..
taking care of my dear baby girl...
she was unwell...
high fever...
the doctor said there is a ulcer near to her throat...
which is sgt2 ouch!

nak mkn pun takleyh...

pedih maybe...
so have to let the milk cool dulu..
br suap slow2 dgn sudu...
tu pun tak minom byk...
suap roti dgn air je...
nsb  hbs...
br bleyh tdow...
then tdow taleyh letak... die rs tak sedap bdn maybe...
so tdow atas bdn je...
haih lah anak... mengigil2 den...

odw to clinic... :(





pantang nampak camera btol...huhu~

2nd day..still a bit weak :(

last night...da ok da.. :)

to those yg d jd mommy thu lah kot cane if anak tu saket... my hubby was very2 helpful... : )

*sigh -_-

Salaam...
hello dearest
hows everything so far? hope everything is well..
me? i'm ok i guess..

i almost die bcuz of panicking!
why?
well as u all know my mum is the 1 who is taking care of my baby..
yesterday she gt athma attack & chouldnt even talk...
panting even when she is laying down...
so today i went to work as usual...
at around 7:46am my sis called me & said

sis : i'm gonna take mama to the hospital. her condition is worst. her athma.
me: huh? how about dinah? should i rush home?
at the same time i was busy texting everyone to ask for help..
sis : if possible
me : i'll try my best...

called my hubby & told him everything..

i was blur, worried & unhappy...
seriusly i am...
my brain cant seems to function properly...
my heart was pounding fast....I mean FAST
yes,  I have to admit that I have this issues about my panicky emotion...
I tend to get panic so easily...

my focus was elsewhere..
I wanted to go back so badly...
but I cant...

I have other commitment also...
my job...
I know people whud run back home if they were in my shoes...
but there's a lot of stuffs I have consider..
working stage is not 'ouh oukayh I dun feel like goin today'
as much as possible I whud luv to stay at home...
see her grow...

haih...