Wednesday update

Salaam... Happy Wednesday ^_^v

I'm so sleepy uih... but last night we slept at 10pm....
reached home around 7pm bcuz of the traffic near kg baru... got accident or smtg...
nowadays I am very very tired, honestly no energy to do anytg at all... my routine would be go home, shower,cook(sometimes didnt cook), hang out watch tv, then sleep... usually after Dinah slept... But yesterday I quickly cooked, hubs requsted for porridge & ikan bilis... sore throat & feverish... kesian.. He over used his voice or smtg due to training... Dinah just woke up around 8pm, & at 9pm we went in the room... baring2 je,switch off all the lights.. Dinah was playing in the room, singing & calling daddy mommy & opah... HAHA! But we didn't let her out, instead let her stayed in the room & play...

After awhile hubs slept & Dinah came up to me & asked me not to sleep yet... I told her 'Holoh baby, mommy is very2 sleepy come mommy hug u & sleep yah?'... She just nod & lay down next to me... After awhile She slept... MashaAllah! this girl, u really make my day! I woke up at 4am to pee, but after that I can't sleep at all!! Haiyaaaa! So I online with my phone... Teeheee~

uish, counting days to my due date... nowaday no more nightmare but I would dream of old2 time... my high school days, my old crush... haih... not very nice dream...




pray for my family murah rezeki k? tq. ^_^

Malaysia Day

Salaam...
morning, Happy Malaysia Day! Ha'ah malaysia day sgt kan..
skrg ni kt office buat2 busy... apalah bengap sgt keje hari org cuti? ok fine, hormon ni... kena bgun pagi pastu kepala migrain plak plus lutut cramp bole? kau mampu pegi keje mcm tu? kalau ikut kan mmg nak mc jela..but hell sgt stakat sakit gitu nk mc bagai... pang kang nak?
tahan jela labu, I'll rather stay at home with Dinah... x pun bole bwk dia jejalan jumpe her grandparents, my hubs side dorg nk balik Riyadh dah...
Weekends x sempat nk bwk sebab? saturday mmg dr pg smpai ptg mendobi kain... pastu we went out pegi Tesco Ampang cari barang, after that mak buyung ni teringin nak mkn donut... maka option adalah Pavillion... tp nk pegi pavillion just sbb nk donut tu mcm over lah plak kan.. so marilah kita cari Big Apple je...
Actually Big Apple ni not bad jgk just that tk bese mkn so mcm akward a bit... tp tayah nk poyo eh mkn je apa ada... kang baby tu kuar jenis cerewet nk mkn pdn muko!
tgh2 bulan ni pepaham jela, budget pun ciput je... but Alhamdulillah Allah selalu bg jalan permudahkan...
tula sebab kena selalu bersyukur, jejak kepala tu kt sejadah.... Rezeki Allah tu kt mn2 je, seluas lautan kata org... DIA nk bg anytime je, tp kita ni thu bersyukur ke x? Kalau dia nk bg anak means adalah rezeki anak tu yg tertulis kita tk perlu ambek thu, usaha je... kalau takat tadah tangan xnk usaha smpai bila2 pun xkn dpt apa...
& on sunday we were at home whole day mmg tk kuar langsung mak buyung ni x larat sgt dah... cungap je, nk baring je keje... yela from monday to friday duk bejalan kat office, weekends kasi can la rest lebih sket...
today genap la 34 weeks, can't wait to go for next check up... nak tgk baby breech lagi or dah masuk laluan dia... MashaAllah takutnyeee... May Allah make it easier for all of us..Ameen~ Honestly I am so afraid, takut sangat... even if ni yg kedua... tipu la kalau ada yg cakap tak nervous langsung.. even if u dah deliver 11 times pun tak semestinye semua sama... complication, breech, c-sect, pre mature... blablabla~ chances to get all that on ur next pregnancy mmg ada... So don't assume prvious pregnancy u smooth mb the next one will be different....
I f possible I taknak c-sect, lambat nak baik, susah nak jaga & SAKIT! Now since I am on my own, semua benda nak kena buat sendiri... takde org nak jaga... takde nak manja2, plus nak try exclusive breastfeed In shaa Allah... Hopefully dipermudahkan... I did a lot of reading, I even list down all the milk booster, keep myself positive about it... May Allah make it easy for me... Ameen~
weyh! nak jadi mak ni bukan senang, seriusly... letih, penat, risau, migrain... banyakkkkk lagi benda kena pk... mmg la ada the father but we as the mother mmg concern dia lebih sket... sebab tu syurga ada kat bawah kaki mak yer....

p/s : anyone yg berminat nak cuba krim ibu putih, bole order dgn i k... I dah cuba within 1 week Alhamdulillah kesan dia ok la... but still too early.. product lain pun ada jgk...
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pray for my family murah rezeki k? tq. ^_^

Pregnancy blues

Salaam...

hye people! Happy Tuesday, well not so happy for me...
Ive been experiencing major headache few days back...
I think my head is goin to explode or smtg.. @_@
honestly I am very very tired... MashaAllah....
my routine everyday,weekays I mean...
wake up in the morning, get ready for work,work for 9 hours,
then come back, if we r lucky enough no jam, reach home, clean myself then sit for awhile play with Dinah, then off to bed... Dinah usually will wake up 2/3 times in the middle of the night for diaper changing & milk... phew! I'm not complaining of anytg like that, I know its my duty as a mother... but mashaAllah trust me it is tiring... compare to the time when I was pregnant with Dinah I wasn't working & my pregnancy was Alhamdulillah great...
There was no problem..

well like people said different pregnancy different story...
so this time it is different...
I am working & its double tiring, before this I can just 'lepak' at home take a nap... Now if I feel asleep at office mmg akan bernafas dgn kuat so bein the self-concious me of cuz I won't let that happen...
Talking about my appetite, its not consistent.. I would eat a lot at times & refuse to eat at all sometimes... Like last night I was too tired due to walking I think so I went home & slept at 930pm...
woke up at 3am & feeling super hungry!!! so had to heat the rice & eat... MashaAllah....

Actually I wanted to talk about 'Pregnancy Depression'
I'm trying to deny this issue since I 1st know I am pregnant...
But the symptoms showed me the other way round...
Gosh! how to deal with it really?
knowing I am the type who would keep it to myself rather than talk to anyone... But if its too unduly stressed I would just burst... which is not very good...

let me share lists of Pregnancy Depression symptoms
- Feeling restless or moody
- Feeling sad, hopeless or overwhelmed
- Crying a lot
- Having no energy or motivation
- Eating too little or too much
- Sleeping too little or too much
- Having trouble focusing or
making decision
- Having memory problem
- Feeling worthless & guilty
- Losing interest or pleasure in
activities you used to enjoy
- Withdrawing from friends &
family
- Having headache, aches & pains
or stomach problems that don't
go away

According to this list, I do experience all this... :'( mashaAllah... May Allah protect me & my baby...
Honestly its not good to have this depression cause it will effect the baby as well... the baby might be under weight or even pre matured...
Ya Allah please heal this depression of mine, I am trying hard to control it...
I don't want anytg bad to happen to my baby...

http://www.depressionhelps.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/depression_during_pregnancy-300x200.jpg



pray for my family murah rezeki k? tq. ^_^

Chomey's open house

Salaam...
Hello lovely people! Happy Saturday...
harini macam terajin plak bukak pc lalu terupdate... ok la tu kennnn....
so program for today is laundry & packing... Alhamdulillah managed to washed lil ninja''s clothes,folded & packed... just realize that baju dia tak cukup lagiiiii....ngeeee~ hw eh? 1 more month to go... this month nyer budget dah over the limit...huhu... truthfully told rasa mcm nak beli everytg yg we all nampak, baju kakak dia mmg byk especially romper but the problem is what if yg kt dlm ni boy?? takkan la mommy nk bg u pakai baju bunga2 ur kakak?? ish, if yg ni pun girl, ok la jgk... Alhamdulillah really dun mind about the gender... just want the baby to be healthy & fat like kakak...hehe~
Anyway, yesterday I was really worried abt the breech problem... been reading about it non stop... MashaAllah... Don't even know who to talk to... Ya Allah please o please make it easier for me & the baby... its 33weeks, doc said not to worry they'll have it check on 36weeks... but what if it remain in tht position? then I'll have to do the ECV(External Cephalic Version) & for all I know from all the reading it is PAINFUL.! haaaaaa.... & the chances are 50-50.. & if it fail means I have to go thru C-sect right away.. & C-sect is not very pleasant not that I ever had c-sect but from observation & reading as well... It take time to recover & the next pregnancy will be in higher risk.... MashaAllah....

Anyway, enough about that.. I wanted to blog about this long time but cant seems to transfer any pic...
well this was on EID.. We went to Sayla's place for raya...

nothing much to say... US ^_^

reached there around 6 if I'm not mistaken... waited for the rest then chit chat a bit... the we ate... Sayla made soto/meehoon sup... Went home almost 11... 

pray for my family murah rezeki k? tq. ^_^

Weekly check up & glucose water

Salaam... Happy fridayyyy peeps! Esk cuti! Esk cuti!! Bestnyeeeee!! Bole relaks sket bole tdow lama sket... Oooohoiiiiiiii! Just now went to clinic for my weekly check up & mgtt... Woke up at 630am, then rush to kk ampang. But they were close until end of oct.. Grrr... So had to go all the way to jalan watan for check up...haih...
Managed to get my num.. 44.. Still gt lotsa ppl waiting so I assume its gonna take awhile... Hubs was sitting next to me when a nurse came & asked him to wait downstairs.. I still dun understand y cant he stay? Ramai jgk other guys yg tggu with their wives...
Ok la takpe, sedih ok kena dduk sorg2...poyo sgt kn? Watever...
Waited around 30min they called my name & gave me this cylinder thingy for my blood later... Yikes!
Then they took my blood, nasib urat timbul senang nk cucuk..phew! I saw the other woman, her veins was barely visible so the nurse had to put the needle deep inside!!! Pengsan!
After that we move to drinking the yucky glucose water, sat there & drink.. Its superrrrrrr sweet man! Literally taste like sugar... Blergh... Demimu anak... Haih...
After drinking that I had to wait 2 hours for another blood to be taken... So I went downstairs for my weekly check up..
No queue thank god! After weighing, urine test they  check position of lil ninja.. To my suprise lil ninja head was not in its right place or they usually call it 'breech' my heart almost stop when I heard that mashaAllah... But the nurse said its still early & not to worry... Then I had to wait for the doc to call me for scanning... I cant see lil ninja's face, & yes it is confirm breech :'( may Allah protect my baby...
I'm very worry.. I goggled then my breech style is  TRANSVERSE which is sideway breech ....
Pls do pray for me & my baby to be safe...:'(
Thank u in advance...
After the check up I went up again for the 2nd blood taking procedur...
My experience on glucose water? It was not tht bad...