Thursday lite & easy :)

Salaam....
Its Thursay people! 1 more day then weekends! weeehuuuuu!
I really can't wait for the week to end, so I can just chill at home doin nothing or just leisuring around with Hubs & Dinah.. Haih! feel so old, weekends mesti spend for family. Rarely nk go out with friends or hang out alone. I need to spend as much as I can with them. Since weekdays we are busy working so at least we can spend 48hours with her. Not to say we are not tired, honestly it is very tiring but thats the price u have to pay once u have kids. to see them grow up in front of ur eyes is something so precious that I just don't want to miss. Now we are expecting our 2nd In Sha Allah. The more time we need to spend with Dinah. Nanti x psl2 merajuk plak. Hati anak2 ni halus cepat tersentuh. But my Dinah dah pandai dah, everytime mommy balik she will run to me & say 'kum(Assalammualaikum) baby' oloh2, cute sgt pandai anak mommy. & keep on reffering herself as 'kakak'. ^_^ Hopefully once baby dah kuar Dinah syg kt adik mcm tu smpai bila2 k? taknak gaduh2 taknak dengki2 dah nama pun adik beradik, In Shaa Allah mommy & daddy janji kami takkan beza2, no double standard. Ameen~

To those young mothers(yg dah nikah je eh), tak perlu takut if u pregnant. Memang kinda creepy bila u don't have any assurance that ur life will be better after. But don't forget Allah dah janjikan rezeki untuk setiap anak. Maka jangan stop doa, jangan puttus harap. Allah takkan uji hambaNya kalau dia thu hambaNya tak mampu nk tanggung. Don't be like me, I pernah putus harap pernah salahkan diri pernah menyesal pernah meratap. PERNAH! please don't ever, even if u break down & feel hopeless please dear just take wudhuk & pray. till ur heart feel at ease & calm. It is also good for the baby : ) In Sha Allah everything will be just fine. at least u will be able to handle it.

Anyway,
I wanted to share with u guys my current wishlist...ececece~
since ada anak2 ni, wah! ANAK2 ok... hehe... seronok eh feeling ada anak2...
mommy & daddy rarely sgt shop for our stuffs, especially daddy. Mostly expenses mmg brg2 anak2 & household stuffs & also bills.. huhuh~
so now saje la nak share our wishlist.... nak sedapkan hati..hehe~

1. Gadget
- Samsung Mega for mommy
- Nokia Lumia for daddy

2. handbags
- Balenciaga gred aa

3. Attire/ Shoes
- wedges for mommy
- boots for daddy
- office attire for daddy

HAHA! theres more actually but we need to be realistic right? for now gadget is what we both really need. Hubs phone will die suddenly & mine always hang I need to take the battery out again & again!! grrrrrrr~ Its been 1 year plus Im using the phone & as for hubs its been more than 3 years! can u believe that?? I cant stick to 1 gadget for long, always rosak... Mb I'm not a good owner ... : ( Hubs can use his phone for loooong time man! no kidding....
okie now gotta go, responsibility call...


pray for my family murah rezeki k? tq. ^_^

Wednesday update

Salaam... Happy Wednesday ^_^v

I'm so sleepy uih... but last night we slept at 10pm....
reached home around 7pm bcuz of the traffic near kg baru... got accident or smtg...
nowadays I am very very tired, honestly no energy to do anytg at all... my routine would be go home, shower,cook(sometimes didnt cook), hang out watch tv, then sleep... usually after Dinah slept... But yesterday I quickly cooked, hubs requsted for porridge & ikan bilis... sore throat & feverish... kesian.. He over used his voice or smtg due to training... Dinah just woke up around 8pm, & at 9pm we went in the room... baring2 je,switch off all the lights.. Dinah was playing in the room, singing & calling daddy mommy & opah... HAHA! But we didn't let her out, instead let her stayed in the room & play...

After awhile hubs slept & Dinah came up to me & asked me not to sleep yet... I told her 'Holoh baby, mommy is very2 sleepy come mommy hug u & sleep yah?'... She just nod & lay down next to me... After awhile She slept... MashaAllah! this girl, u really make my day! I woke up at 4am to pee, but after that I can't sleep at all!! Haiyaaaa! So I online with my phone... Teeheee~

uish, counting days to my due date... nowaday no more nightmare but I would dream of old2 time... my high school days, my old crush... haih... not very nice dream...




pray for my family murah rezeki k? tq. ^_^

Malaysia Day

Salaam...
morning, Happy Malaysia Day! Ha'ah malaysia day sgt kan..
skrg ni kt office buat2 busy... apalah bengap sgt keje hari org cuti? ok fine, hormon ni... kena bgun pagi pastu kepala migrain plak plus lutut cramp bole? kau mampu pegi keje mcm tu? kalau ikut kan mmg nak mc jela..but hell sgt stakat sakit gitu nk mc bagai... pang kang nak?
tahan jela labu, I'll rather stay at home with Dinah... x pun bole bwk dia jejalan jumpe her grandparents, my hubs side dorg nk balik Riyadh dah...
Weekends x sempat nk bwk sebab? saturday mmg dr pg smpai ptg mendobi kain... pastu we went out pegi Tesco Ampang cari barang, after that mak buyung ni teringin nak mkn donut... maka option adalah Pavillion... tp nk pegi pavillion just sbb nk donut tu mcm over lah plak kan.. so marilah kita cari Big Apple je...
Actually Big Apple ni not bad jgk just that tk bese mkn so mcm akward a bit... tp tayah nk poyo eh mkn je apa ada... kang baby tu kuar jenis cerewet nk mkn pdn muko!
tgh2 bulan ni pepaham jela, budget pun ciput je... but Alhamdulillah Allah selalu bg jalan permudahkan...
tula sebab kena selalu bersyukur, jejak kepala tu kt sejadah.... Rezeki Allah tu kt mn2 je, seluas lautan kata org... DIA nk bg anytime je, tp kita ni thu bersyukur ke x? Kalau dia nk bg anak means adalah rezeki anak tu yg tertulis kita tk perlu ambek thu, usaha je... kalau takat tadah tangan xnk usaha smpai bila2 pun xkn dpt apa...
& on sunday we were at home whole day mmg tk kuar langsung mak buyung ni x larat sgt dah... cungap je, nk baring je keje... yela from monday to friday duk bejalan kat office, weekends kasi can la rest lebih sket...
today genap la 34 weeks, can't wait to go for next check up... nak tgk baby breech lagi or dah masuk laluan dia... MashaAllah takutnyeee... May Allah make it easier for all of us..Ameen~ Honestly I am so afraid, takut sangat... even if ni yg kedua... tipu la kalau ada yg cakap tak nervous langsung.. even if u dah deliver 11 times pun tak semestinye semua sama... complication, breech, c-sect, pre mature... blablabla~ chances to get all that on ur next pregnancy mmg ada... So don't assume prvious pregnancy u smooth mb the next one will be different....
I f possible I taknak c-sect, lambat nak baik, susah nak jaga & SAKIT! Now since I am on my own, semua benda nak kena buat sendiri... takde org nak jaga... takde nak manja2, plus nak try exclusive breastfeed In shaa Allah... Hopefully dipermudahkan... I did a lot of reading, I even list down all the milk booster, keep myself positive about it... May Allah make it easy for me... Ameen~
weyh! nak jadi mak ni bukan senang, seriusly... letih, penat, risau, migrain... banyakkkkk lagi benda kena pk... mmg la ada the father but we as the mother mmg concern dia lebih sket... sebab tu syurga ada kat bawah kaki mak yer....

p/s : anyone yg berminat nak cuba krim ibu putih, bole order dgn i k... I dah cuba within 1 week Alhamdulillah kesan dia ok la... but still too early.. product lain pun ada jgk...
Aurawhite, KColly, Maixara products, Figure Up, Set Collagen Vit E( currently Im using this as well), VCO Treenea or any other product comment or email me anyra88@hotmail.com...





pray for my family murah rezeki k? tq. ^_^

Pregnancy blues

Salaam...

hye people! Happy Tuesday, well not so happy for me...
Ive been experiencing major headache few days back...
I think my head is goin to explode or smtg.. @_@
honestly I am very very tired... MashaAllah....
my routine everyday,weekays I mean...
wake up in the morning, get ready for work,work for 9 hours,
then come back, if we r lucky enough no jam, reach home, clean myself then sit for awhile play with Dinah, then off to bed... Dinah usually will wake up 2/3 times in the middle of the night for diaper changing & milk... phew! I'm not complaining of anytg like that, I know its my duty as a mother... but mashaAllah trust me it is tiring... compare to the time when I was pregnant with Dinah I wasn't working & my pregnancy was Alhamdulillah great...
There was no problem..

well like people said different pregnancy different story...
so this time it is different...
I am working & its double tiring, before this I can just 'lepak' at home take a nap... Now if I feel asleep at office mmg akan bernafas dgn kuat so bein the self-concious me of cuz I won't let that happen...
Talking about my appetite, its not consistent.. I would eat a lot at times & refuse to eat at all sometimes... Like last night I was too tired due to walking I think so I went home & slept at 930pm...
woke up at 3am & feeling super hungry!!! so had to heat the rice & eat... MashaAllah....

Actually I wanted to talk about 'Pregnancy Depression'
I'm trying to deny this issue since I 1st know I am pregnant...
But the symptoms showed me the other way round...
Gosh! how to deal with it really?
knowing I am the type who would keep it to myself rather than talk to anyone... But if its too unduly stressed I would just burst... which is not very good...

let me share lists of Pregnancy Depression symptoms
- Feeling restless or moody
- Feeling sad, hopeless or overwhelmed
- Crying a lot
- Having no energy or motivation
- Eating too little or too much
- Sleeping too little or too much
- Having trouble focusing or
making decision
- Having memory problem
- Feeling worthless & guilty
- Losing interest or pleasure in
activities you used to enjoy
- Withdrawing from friends &
family
- Having headache, aches & pains
or stomach problems that don't
go away

According to this list, I do experience all this... :'( mashaAllah... May Allah protect me & my baby...
Honestly its not good to have this depression cause it will effect the baby as well... the baby might be under weight or even pre matured...
Ya Allah please heal this depression of mine, I am trying hard to control it...
I don't want anytg bad to happen to my baby...

http://www.depressionhelps.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/depression_during_pregnancy-300x200.jpg



pray for my family murah rezeki k? tq. ^_^

Chomey's open house

Salaam...
Hello lovely people! Happy Saturday...
harini macam terajin plak bukak pc lalu terupdate... ok la tu kennnn....
so program for today is laundry & packing... Alhamdulillah managed to washed lil ninja''s clothes,folded & packed... just realize that baju dia tak cukup lagiiiii....ngeeee~ hw eh? 1 more month to go... this month nyer budget dah over the limit...huhu... truthfully told rasa mcm nak beli everytg yg we all nampak, baju kakak dia mmg byk especially romper but the problem is what if yg kt dlm ni boy?? takkan la mommy nk bg u pakai baju bunga2 ur kakak?? ish, if yg ni pun girl, ok la jgk... Alhamdulillah really dun mind about the gender... just want the baby to be healthy & fat like kakak...hehe~
Anyway, yesterday I was really worried abt the breech problem... been reading about it non stop... MashaAllah... Don't even know who to talk to... Ya Allah please o please make it easier for me & the baby... its 33weeks, doc said not to worry they'll have it check on 36weeks... but what if it remain in tht position? then I'll have to do the ECV(External Cephalic Version) & for all I know from all the reading it is PAINFUL.! haaaaaa.... & the chances are 50-50.. & if it fail means I have to go thru C-sect right away.. & C-sect is not very pleasant not that I ever had c-sect but from observation & reading as well... It take time to recover & the next pregnancy will be in higher risk.... MashaAllah....

Anyway, enough about that.. I wanted to blog about this long time but cant seems to transfer any pic...
well this was on EID.. We went to Sayla's place for raya...

nothing much to say... US ^_^

reached there around 6 if I'm not mistaken... waited for the rest then chit chat a bit... the we ate... Sayla made soto/meehoon sup... Went home almost 11... 

pray for my family murah rezeki k? tq. ^_^