I want this so damn much!

i'm sooo into picture taking now...
damn shit its killin me how much i wanted the slr cam...
ehem2, which stands 4 "single lense reflex" camera...
wuhuuu! i'm gud! ^_^
u know d big heavy black old fashion camera??? yep! tht 1....
i dun care i want 1! i dun need any sophisticated 1 juz a simple cam... & ive made up my mind to CANON EOS 1000D..... >thats my baby.... <3

I'm not alone

when i look around me i see,
more than wat i shud or chud see....
i always thot that i'm all alone in this...
always hoping to talk to someone that has the same life experience like mine...
always wanted to look up to someone so that i have a bit of idea wats goin on and wat shud i do....
always do....
now i truly see that i'm not alone...never...<3>

induction week : )

hye allz!
misyh me???lalalal~
my induction week end at last....yay!!!!
i'm on group 1....called "HONOURED IDENTITY"
malesh nk story pjg...juz view d pic...

dee,fyqa,ann,ME & adzim d shy guy..hohoho



d brilliant guy...choo...

d gurlz...

back stage while waitin for our turn to perform...

sayu

hye.......

hary2 aq skunk neyh terase cam sunyi....aq rase sayu...tah knp pwasaan neyh dtg sejak akhir2 neyh...aq takot...takot pd ap aq sendiri x pasti...
aq terase cam diri akan pegy jaoh...jaoh dari sume, jaoh dr owg yg aq syg....
aq blom besedia....

or maybe cuma mainan pwasaan aq je? or maybe cuz aq nk duk luar da pas neyh...bwat aq risaw,sedeyh...actually homesick pown yer...hummmm...yer,aq thu x jaoh maner pown...kajang je...tp still....aq takot...worried....tah knp...

aq da mule pack sgala mcm brg yg aq nk bwk...mcm nk pindah tros wa ckp lu...hahahah~
aq nk spend my last few days dgn mama..i hv 2 be ready...
i admit aq da mule windu mama...eventho blik sbelah je...
hahaha~
thats not wat i meant... hummmm....klau bleyh aq nk slalu dgn mama...
tp 2la kami bedua neyh haty keras....hardcore owg kate... xpndai nk luvey dovey neyh.. aq x pndai nk manje2...well manje2 ganas larh.. hohoho~

if this is my last post in my blog neyh.... i just wanna say thanks cuz sudi singgah... to all my frenz & scandals....i will always luv u...& to my fams... thanks a lot for bein there for me for loving me.... only ALLAH knows how much i luv & care for u...
lastly, to insan yg bename kekasih.... thank u.... pray that we'll be 2gether eternally... b strong! peace*

berkorban demi chenta

have u ever felt in luv but hurt at the same tym? the feeling of that makes us confuse...i do feel that frequently...why i let myself be in luv while im hurting inside?i have no choice...ill let myself suffer in pain but in other ways i'm happy...weird huh? me too dun really understand how this feelings thingy works... u tend to say that u r oukayh but actually u are bleeding inside...

oukayh, its not fair for me to say that u dunnoe exactly how i felt... some of u mb did experience the same lyke i do...but still there is diff here & there...right?

in my case its rather complicated yet easy...

to that very someone.......
just want u to know babe...
u are 1 of the best thing in my life..... no doubt....
watever happens my luv 4 u will never die....
be strong 4 me kayh.....
hold on to our luv....