kenapa kawen mude?

"saudari, cubo jawak ustaz tnye neyh....pasa gapo na kawen?"
"................(ta sempat na jawab)"
"ha! sebak gata na menikah lah tu....!"
uish, agak kasa d situ.....
yeke ai neyh gatal cuz na kawen?
alorh,manede.... :(
m 22 oukayh.... & he is 27....
rather than kami kuar tanpa ad pape ikatan baek kami halalkan....
haha...ustaz kt kursus kawen tu tnye...
ap motif utama na kawen....
ye ta ye jgk....knp ye???

tatawu na ckp ap da....

dlm blog neyh mmg larh byk luahan perasaan aq.....
yela, name pown manusia kan? mne bleyh lari dr soal haty neyh...
kadang2 haty kite saket,sedeyh,geram,kecik haty,yang bab happy jangan cite larh...
tu sume keje haty....dye yg rase kite yg seksa...hahah...
btol kn?

aq neyh mudah mara, & cpat cool down....yeke? tah? ye kowt....
honestly kdg2 aq harap sgt yg aq ta dpt na rase pape....heartless larh kunun2...
tp mustahil larh tu.....Allah da kurniaan kan haty kt kite....
haih.....na jage haty memang payah.....kte bg makanan yg btol if silap sket mula larh saket....

oukayh2,moti sebenar aq bt entry neyh....
aq rase cm pnat sgt2.....seriusly....pnat sgt2....
knp kamo taleyh na kuat?sedangkan kite pown ta kuat tp belagak kuat...
cuz kite tanak kamoo sedeyh if kite sedeyh....
tp kamoo tapena na ambik twu ap yg kite rase....
lari dr masalah bkn idea yg bijak....
kamoo ta brani hadapi masalah kamoo tu....
bkn kamoo sorg jee yg risaw.....
kite neyh ha lagy risaw.....
kite yg akan hadapi naty....
kamoo kna adil..... pk perasaan kite jugak.....

kite twu kamoo rindu dye....tp smpai bile kamoo na mara kt dye?
kamoo sedar ta yg Allah lebeyh sygkan dye?
baek larh kamoo redha....
ckup2 larh kamoo sedeyh, meratapi dye.....
bukan bermakne kamoo lupe.....
kamoo doa larh,sedekah bacaan yasin kt dye....
insyaallah dye twu kamoo igt dye....
dye twu kamoo syg dye....
& insyaallah kamoo dgn dye akan jumpe 1 hari naty....

kamoo kna kuat....kamoo bukan sorang....
jangan buat diri kamoo tu nampak malang.....
ta baek....Allah menciptakan hambaNYA sebaek2 kejadian....
besyukur larh.....

r u ready?

dalam hidup neyh banyak btol dugaan, settle yang 1 datang lagy 1....cane tu?
that's why kadang2 ad terdetik na give up or smtg...tapi orang duk cakap "jangan,sabar neyh dugaan tuk hang.." & so aq troskan besabar...tapi sampai bile? pena ta korang terpk?
kowt larh ad yang pena trpk cam aq...share sket pleaseee....
oukayh fine,aq banyak sangat cite sal stress2 neyh....adoiii...i need a place to say it all out ryte?cmon, give me a break won't ya?
in life we will have to face everything..i mean as an experience larh....

dulu aq pena jee terpikir kenapa larh asek aq jee yg salah aq jee yg ta btol....
u knw ble rmai yg ad kt sekeliling u means u r important....
bukan larh maksud aq neyh penting....
maknanye rmai yg amek berat....
rmai yg sayang.....ap yg u bt org mesty na amek twu.....
haaaaaa......u sibuk2 na twu sal i means u sayang i kn????
mangaku cepattttttttt!
hahaha... lempang~

tasuke ke rmai org syg?tanak ke rmai org risaw......
drpd duk sorg2 tade oorg kesah?
sedeyh weyh if camtu....
terase cam idup neyh ta bermakne....no meaning bak kate org puteh....
aq neyh mmg pantang if org alergik dgn aq.......
seboleh2nye na sume syg ai....eceh!

oukayh2,actually na story sal smtg.....
me myself tgh gettin ready neyh....
abt wat?
abt everytg........abt study, abt life....

dugaan....

seriusly,tym2 cani memang dugaan dye agak mencabar sket....y?
cuz tym neyh larh kite na knl soulmate kite tuh...kadang2 bab kecik2 pown na gado2...
sedeyh kan? engaged pown bukan bende remeh so jangan pandang ringan...
no,take tiz seriusly please....perasaan tuh sangat laen....
xtra sensitive,xtra mengade...mwehehehe....anyra memang mengado! lempang!
everytg xtra.....i have no idea y....adoii.....
aq pown rimas....haih...asek na cari point na gado...penat twu taa?????
kena byk2 saba....tu kate mama....dye bakal jd suami so kite kna trime....
aq sedar bkn mudah tp aq takot ta dpt na saba....
ya Allah kuatkan aq....aq perlu kekuatan utk troskan.....
to my luv.... bear with me yah?

أنت روحي

kau nyawaku.....you are my soul.....ikaw ang aking kaluluwa.....eres mi alma.....
ap korang rase if ur mum ckp camtu kat korang?
mesty sedeyh kn?terharu....touched gyla...
conflict always happens in life...the way u handle the conflict matter....
"handle it with care" ever heard of it?familiar somewhere?
sometimes conflict will make our life more meaningful...
in a way that we will appreciate people around us.....
always...
ya Allah, how You plan thing is just really awesome...i mean its just like fairytales....
You test me in a very hard way but in the end its just goes well......
it begins to flow like normal....
Thank You Allah......

have u ever listen to "Today was a Fairytales" by Taylor Swift?

Today was a fairytale, you were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand, and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale, today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale, I wore a dress
You wore a dark gray t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make, everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is now it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart, it's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale