haty ini

rase na menagis sangat2 neyh...
rase na kuar dr sume2 neyh...
rase da tanak troskan....
aq rase mcm dye saje na ambek kesempatan....
take me 4granted....
yeke?
klau btol....ya Allah....
terpulang larh pd yg punya bdn...
aq hambaMu yg lemah...
aq redha....

penulisanqu

mb my blog neyh bukan blog ilmiah bukan blog pilihan bukan blog tutorial skema...
mmg bukan...

aq menulis d blog atas dasar meluahkan ap yg terbuku, ap yg ta dpt di zahirkan melalui pergerakan...so ianya harus dilontarkan dgn kata2....
jd aq menulis....

aq menulis hanya untuk kepuasan diri...
untuk mengisi saat aq bosan dan sepi....
sekadar hiburan sendiri....
aq baca kembali lalu aq kritik hasil penulisan lapukqu....
aq pengarang aq pengkritik....
kritikanqu sekadar untuk pemperbaiki kelemahan diri....
bukan untuk menjatuhkan maruah serta merendahkan martabat aq...
itu ta patut berlaku....
maka suara2 sumbang yg murah haty dgn kritikan berbisamu itu campak saja ketepi kerana aq ta ingin ambil tahu ta ingin rasa bersalah hanya untuk kamo...mengerti?
jadi terserah saja bagaimana aq mahu menulis blogqu...
contentnya harus tepat dgn perasaanqu.....
kaw bukan siapa2 yang significant dalam jurnal hidup seharianqu....
maafkan larh jikalau kaw kecewa....
aq hanya menzahirkan rasa....

enuff oukayh

perkahwinan tu satu tanggungjawab yg besar & berat...
bcuz dye besar so dye berat yer kawan2....
haha....idok ler...
seriusly, marriage is a big commitment....responsibility will be bigger....

r u ready?
weyh, bkn ready bab batin2 je ye...
bab zahir, poket dan yg laen2 skali....
korang igt kawen neyh maen2 eyh?
kawen neyh bkn cam korang maen kawen2 dulu tu....
neyh beserta tanggungjawab...package skali...
beli 1 percuma 1...
fhm ta?
fhm2 jela eyh...

kepada kaum adam......
tolong larh ye bile da na kawen or even da kawen naty kurang2 kan larh kuar....
lepaq dgn member, maen snooker ke pape jela...
awak da ad responsibility kt rumah tu....
awak da ad isteri....
suda2 larh have fun nyeee....
grow up larh, jd matang at least try larh...
mmg us gurl lagy cpat matang dr korang....
da tu korang asek na childish perangai kalah budak2 je aphal?
we need u 2 guide us....
we need u 2 b our head...
we need u 2 stay when we r down....

sile sedar diri awak bukan bujang laggy...
sile sedar awak da punye isteri...
ta lame lagy anak plak....
takan awak na stay childish jgk lagy?
cukup2 larh tu....
enuff oukayh....

الحمد لله

hari neyh cam very d tired..... hummm....woke up around 915 in d mownink(awal ke?) then tros siap2, mama went out ad na jmpe sum1..... so i siap2 then we all tros pegy kmpg baru cuz na ambek cenomar.....

then pegy kLiuc for my add & drop... ta settle lagy ouh....frust nyer! ad ke sorg lect neyh bleyh byk tnye plak knp na drop knp ta ambek session laen.... haih, miss tiz is my timetable so i larh yg kna pndai2 set my subject & d tym.... plus neyh degree level nt dip or even high skool.... u dun plan our life....u guide us we choose d way..... mintak maaf if terase.... then hv our breakfast there..... as u all knw m on my diet kn? so taleyh na mkn sebarang... hummm.....

pastu tros pegy kmpg baru again.... cuz imam na jmpe mama regarding all d documents... he checked & sign all of it tp ad jugak yg salah isi so hv to isi balik...

after tht kami rushing pegy imigresen.... twu ta sesat?haha... 3 kali pusing baru jmpe.... comel btol putrajaya neyh... thank god ta ramai org.... ouh ya tym na cr counter tu ad larh counter pertanyaan... so mama went & asked him...

m : tumpang tnye kt mne na bt permohonan berkahwin?
h : permohonan berkahwin dgn WARGA ASING ye? jln tros belok kiri..

hoi! warga asing kate ko? cis btol....dlm kepala hotak tros menjelma bangla2 ouh.... excuse me! my future hubby very d handsome u knw....... haha! na jugak!

settle suda... kami pown pegy larh santap...lapa oukayh...d whole day bekejar sna sni... so tomorow na pegy jawi pule...hopefully everytg will go smoothly as it is 2day....

thanks a bunch to sape2 yg membantu secara langsung or ta.... luv u guys byk2!

just a piece of my thot

This is written just to express my own personal feelings and nothing else......

As you all know that we women were created as a very emotional creature. We usually tend to think with our heart means emotionally and sometimes of course we do use our brain to make sense of something. Not everything needs logical explanation.

Guys, we have our weaknesses. Our heart is very fragile. Sometimes only the way to speak, the tone you use, and the body language you attach, even as smallest thing could hurt us. Yes we understand you guys have feelings too. We tried hard not to hurt you. Why can’t you do the same?

Before you decide to take or propose a girl to be your wife please do remember that there will be consequences to that action. Well yes it would be nice to buy a diamond ring and get down on your knees and propose, so Cinderella story. I believe most of the girls or should I say women fantasize about this fairy tales a lot?

Anyway, the consequence to it is that along with all the pleasure comes a very big responsibility. I mean really BIG RESPONSIBILITY. Did I make myself clear? Don’t freak out just yet because there is more to come. What kind of responsibility? Now you are talking my language. Okay, first of all you are no longer alone. You have two mouths to feed now. And trust me we women do love to eat! So extra mouth, and extra food means? Extra cash! Right, so ka-ching baby!

You remember how you would stare at the new Toyota or Honda in the showroom or even on the street? Close your eyes and try to recall. Go it? That is exactly how we feel when we passed by Forever 21,Nose and any other stores at the mall. Yes! We love shopping too. Oh my Gucci! See? Told ya! Ka-ching! ka-ching!

Then when we get married and have children as for malay people, we will have to go thru abstention for 44 days or even 100 days. We can’t be together and most of us know that guys have only one passion. But women have many. So can you guys be patience enough to just wait for 44 days? Or will you go out and subscribe any prostitute just to fulfil your desire? Before you ever think of doing that please remember that we suffer that 9 month carrying our babies and going through all the pain. It is not easy; remember without us women there will be no you. You will never exist; you will never be able to see the world.

Within that 9 month, we are extra fragile, extra emotional, and extra cranky. We are in pain, don’t turn your back don’t look at us with disgust, don’t ever walk away. Cope with us only for that 9 month. We will still be there for you we will still cook for you, we will still be able to massage you if you have headache, and we will still wait for you to come home every day. You are still my husband. I will always love you and take good care of you. Why can’t you just do the same? We want love we want to feel that you need us. That is about it.

Have you guys read lately? We will experience this particular event in our life that will definitely change ourselves and that event will make us feel so down. It is called the menopause. We will lose our period and have no desire towards men and to make out. Will you be able to handle that? Can you promise that you won’t go for another woman? Can you hold on to our love? Can you be faithful to us? All those “ I will die for you, I don’t need other girl, They got nothing on you.” Can you prove that it is true?

Have you faint? Guys, I never said being a man is easy. But why don’t you go for a better man? So after reading this you still want to propose her? If yes then be ready. It is not going to be easy but when there is a will there is always a way. Goodluck!