lame sungguh ta update blog....haih....sangat2 bz, seriusly i am...with classes,quiz, assignment,presentation.... uish, rase cam na berkampung jee kat kLiuc nu...aiyeeee...
now tinggal 1 assignment & 2 more presentations to go....wuhuuuuuuu!
tp tula, da hbs naty mesty borink gyla....da ta thrill org kate...hehe...
manusia memang camni, if dpn mate ta reti na hargai, merungut jee twu bile da tade bwu na cari...


that day(which is da lame gyla) me,my hubby,mama,sis zyra,sis zura,ashlee & alex pegy choc fair kt Midvalley.
oukayh larh not so many choices pown....but we bought hell lots oukayh...mama pown obsessed.... 
na muntah da cuz dye bg sample bykkkkkkkkkk sgt...hehe....
pic tade, ta sempat na snap...


banyakkkkkk benda jd...naty2 larh story kayh....nyte :)

selesai sudah..

1st of Jan 2011.....

d starting of me being a wife....

akad nikah berlangsung d Masjid Kampung Baru.

time : 10am

me & my future hubby tym tu pkai colour kuning...

lafaz nikah just once bt aq jd sebak...cuz mlm b4 tu dye duk hafal "aku terima nikahnye...." smpai ttdow..

kesian.....

tp berbaloi kn? d best thing of all dye na jgk bt dlm bm...

 

penyerahan mas kawen

                                                    alhamdulillah....sah sebagai suami isteri....

yg bestnye my scandals dtg jgk...athirah,manjew,sayla,azri dgn nabila pown ad...

then malam nye ad malam berinai kecik kt rumah...

yg neyh for famy jee...

baju mlm tu simple jee....both of us pkai gold...

then sarung cincin...thats it...pnat ouh even ta bt pape pown...make up was done by sis Marliy Kama...

mmg canteq, ramai puji....

yg tasaba nyer d next day uh...

bgn pg tgk2 mama dgn cik fidah sibuk potong bunga rampai...

me & hubby taleyh na bt pape pown...

so kmi just tgk...around 5 kami siap2 na berangkat ke dewan....

smpai dewan sis zyra ckp my name salah...aiyooo....

dlm haty da rase cam sedeyh wooo....geram pown skali....

lps make up na slin bju tgk2 corset tabawa.....aiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee................

knp ko anyra???????tros cam emo gyla2.....

d whole body lemah....tros rebah......air mate da mencurah2....

sis marliy siap pujuk tapee just follow d flow....

& i did....

naseb make up tade pape....

tadaa! nice ryte d colour?sukeee..i pkai niqab.....

neyh b4 berarak kuar....cik abang neyh na hilangkan neves dye bleyh plak humming all d way...me of cuz taleyh na cope...

me & d girls....happening woo...huhuw....thanks korang!ad jugak yg ta dtg....agak terkilan actually...

ouh my, i just luv d colour & d pelamin...simple yet nicee sgt2...

untuk santapan mate korang...hehe....my hubby sukeeee sgt bt face xpression camtu ouh....gerammmmm!

this pic is brought to u by nizam zailan....waaaa....very gud job!

VIP

arghhhhhhhhh! stress gyla....y? who r they? do they even knw me? shitty btol....

there goes my mood....no really who d heck r u?

VIP? i dun deserve it peeps! i have a true VIP....

persons that really put their heart & love to help me....

my backbone....the reason this marriage ever happen...

they r significant to me...& u????? thinkin of it makes me sick....

ur title? ur name?ur job or watever shit is just not my biz...never will be...

where were u so-called "VIP" peeps when we need help?

where were u when we need so-called "VIP" peeps?

u r NO IMPORTANT PERSON......!

open ur eyes!!!!

i was never agree with all this title thingy....for wat? just bcuz u have money?

u didnt do anytg to deserve that title.....

my vain almost burst writing this......

forgive me for d emotional state of mine...

y do u have to  be hypocrite?

y? y? y?

y? can't u understand that i have feelin too?

i do feel hurt, mb i dun cry in front of u but m crying inside....who knows?

u dunnoe....stop bein selfish and think of other as well......

ure not alone....u do not own anytg....

i wish u chud just understand and think....

open ur heart and think....

stop talkin and listen....

y izzit so hard?

2010

2010...significant year fo me....i became sum1 that i never imagine i can be....

stronger and of course wiser...bein a adult is nt easy,it was never easy....

me myself experience lots of boundaries and challenges to go thru all tiz....

yet m recovering....looking at d old picture of me....

readin abt d old diary of mine makes me smile bcuz some of d content r funny....

i can't help but laugh at myself... that was me back then....young and immature...

now....

in d very last week of 2010....d very last Wednesday in 2010....

i whud lyke to declare myself as "22 goin 23"

haha...haih,age is d only thing that is always goes up n never comes down...

keep on adding never ever minuses... 

actually m afraid to go on living....afraid to make mistakes again....afraid to get hurt again....

but then again its just how it shud be....LIFE......was never easy...