Pregnancy blues

Salaam...

hye people! Happy Tuesday, well not so happy for me...
Ive been experiencing major headache few days back...
I think my head is goin to explode or smtg.. @_@
honestly I am very very tired... MashaAllah....
my routine everyday,weekays I mean...
wake up in the morning, get ready for work,work for 9 hours,
then come back, if we r lucky enough no jam, reach home, clean myself then sit for awhile play with Dinah, then off to bed... Dinah usually will wake up 2/3 times in the middle of the night for diaper changing & milk... phew! I'm not complaining of anytg like that, I know its my duty as a mother... but mashaAllah trust me it is tiring... compare to the time when I was pregnant with Dinah I wasn't working & my pregnancy was Alhamdulillah great...
There was no problem..

well like people said different pregnancy different story...
so this time it is different...
I am working & its double tiring, before this I can just 'lepak' at home take a nap... Now if I feel asleep at office mmg akan bernafas dgn kuat so bein the self-concious me of cuz I won't let that happen...
Talking about my appetite, its not consistent.. I would eat a lot at times & refuse to eat at all sometimes... Like last night I was too tired due to walking I think so I went home & slept at 930pm...
woke up at 3am & feeling super hungry!!! so had to heat the rice & eat... MashaAllah....

Actually I wanted to talk about 'Pregnancy Depression'
I'm trying to deny this issue since I 1st know I am pregnant...
But the symptoms showed me the other way round...
Gosh! how to deal with it really?
knowing I am the type who would keep it to myself rather than talk to anyone... But if its too unduly stressed I would just burst... which is not very good...

let me share lists of Pregnancy Depression symptoms
- Feeling restless or moody
- Feeling sad, hopeless or overwhelmed
- Crying a lot
- Having no energy or motivation
- Eating too little or too much
- Sleeping too little or too much
- Having trouble focusing or
making decision
- Having memory problem
- Feeling worthless & guilty
- Losing interest or pleasure in
activities you used to enjoy
- Withdrawing from friends &
family
- Having headache, aches & pains
or stomach problems that don't
go away

According to this list, I do experience all this... :'( mashaAllah... May Allah protect me & my baby...
Honestly its not good to have this depression cause it will effect the baby as well... the baby might be under weight or even pre matured...
Ya Allah please heal this depression of mine, I am trying hard to control it...
I don't want anytg bad to happen to my baby...

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pray for my family murah rezeki k? tq. ^_^

Chomey's open house

Salaam...
Hello lovely people! Happy Saturday...
harini macam terajin plak bukak pc lalu terupdate... ok la tu kennnn....
so program for today is laundry & packing... Alhamdulillah managed to washed lil ninja''s clothes,folded & packed... just realize that baju dia tak cukup lagiiiii....ngeeee~ hw eh? 1 more month to go... this month nyer budget dah over the limit...huhu... truthfully told rasa mcm nak beli everytg yg we all nampak, baju kakak dia mmg byk especially romper but the problem is what if yg kt dlm ni boy?? takkan la mommy nk bg u pakai baju bunga2 ur kakak?? ish, if yg ni pun girl, ok la jgk... Alhamdulillah really dun mind about the gender... just want the baby to be healthy & fat like kakak...hehe~
Anyway, yesterday I was really worried abt the breech problem... been reading about it non stop... MashaAllah... Don't even know who to talk to... Ya Allah please o please make it easier for me & the baby... its 33weeks, doc said not to worry they'll have it check on 36weeks... but what if it remain in tht position? then I'll have to do the ECV(External Cephalic Version) & for all I know from all the reading it is PAINFUL.! haaaaaa.... & the chances are 50-50.. & if it fail means I have to go thru C-sect right away.. & C-sect is not very pleasant not that I ever had c-sect but from observation & reading as well... It take time to recover & the next pregnancy will be in higher risk.... MashaAllah....

Anyway, enough about that.. I wanted to blog about this long time but cant seems to transfer any pic...
well this was on EID.. We went to Sayla's place for raya...

nothing much to say... US ^_^

reached there around 6 if I'm not mistaken... waited for the rest then chit chat a bit... the we ate... Sayla made soto/meehoon sup... Went home almost 11... 

pray for my family murah rezeki k? tq. ^_^

Weekly check up & glucose water

Salaam... Happy fridayyyy peeps! Esk cuti! Esk cuti!! Bestnyeeeee!! Bole relaks sket bole tdow lama sket... Oooohoiiiiiiii! Just now went to clinic for my weekly check up & mgtt... Woke up at 630am, then rush to kk ampang. But they were close until end of oct.. Grrr... So had to go all the way to jalan watan for check up...haih...
Managed to get my num.. 44.. Still gt lotsa ppl waiting so I assume its gonna take awhile... Hubs was sitting next to me when a nurse came & asked him to wait downstairs.. I still dun understand y cant he stay? Ramai jgk other guys yg tggu with their wives...
Ok la takpe, sedih ok kena dduk sorg2...poyo sgt kn? Watever...
Waited around 30min they called my name & gave me this cylinder thingy for my blood later... Yikes!
Then they took my blood, nasib urat timbul senang nk cucuk..phew! I saw the other woman, her veins was barely visible so the nurse had to put the needle deep inside!!! Pengsan!
After that we move to drinking the yucky glucose water, sat there & drink.. Its superrrrrrr sweet man! Literally taste like sugar... Blergh... Demimu anak... Haih...
After drinking that I had to wait 2 hours for another blood to be taken... So I went downstairs for my weekly check up..
No queue thank god! After weighing, urine test they  check position of lil ninja.. To my suprise lil ninja head was not in its right place or they usually call it 'breech' my heart almost stop when I heard that mashaAllah... But the nurse said its still early & not to worry... Then I had to wait for the doc to call me for scanning... I cant see lil ninja's face, & yes it is confirm breech :'( may Allah protect my baby...
I'm very worry.. I goggled then my breech style is  TRANSVERSE which is sideway breech ....
Pls do pray for me & my baby to be safe...:'(
Thank u in advance...
After the check up I went up again for the 2nd blood taking procedur...
My experience on glucose water? It was not tht bad...

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Salaam... Happy Thursday people! ^_^ feel like time flies so fast...
Tommorow is fridayyyyy...yayyers! Lulalalulalalulalulalu~
Cant wait for weekends.. So far no plans yet, but of cuz eventually we will... Haha! I'm thinking abt buying more clothes for bambam.. Dinah to be exact...
Anyway, if u ure regular reader of my blog then u will know that I had blogshop b4... Selling shawls & stuffs..
So I did gave the shawl to few of blogger... One of them is sis Fillanie..
She is new hijabers... Alhamdulillah...
Btw, yesterday slept at 10.. Massive headache... My body is very2 tired nowadays... Cant even sleep at night.. Hungry in the middle of the night..
Woke up at 3, bcuz my leg is killing me!! But dont have the heart to wake hubs up.. So this morning I apply Mustajab with pogmegranate extract... MashaAllah tht cream is very effective... Few min later the pain gone!! Alhamdulillah... Cn u imagine how painful it is for me to stand the pain whole day in the office?? Phew!
So I highly recommend this cream to all preggy mum.. Great investment..

Saturday & sunday

Salaam..
Hello people! Hw r u doin?
Sorry for the hiatus, no time to update.. Pc at work sucks! Big time.. So cant really update,gotta wait until I went home but then will be too tired to even move... Haih... Its my 33rd weeks, tired to the fullest mashaAllah... Coping with the panting & feet aching... May Allah make it easier for me on delivery... Ameen~
Omg Im feeling anxious & excited abt it..
Dunnoe abt hubs, he said it is normal... Hope he will be ready this time... After all its gonna be only me,him & Dinah...
Baby stuffs 80% ready... 20% include mattress set, towel with hoodie which we managed to buy 1 but we need more than tht cuz baby might need to change the towel if ze baby pee wee on it..hehe.. Plus need more mittens & botties.. Now we only have 5 pairs...
I think Im gonna get more clothes... Now we only have 7 pairs...
As for dinah, we need more clothes for dinah, as she is growing fast! Pity her most of her clothes cant fit her...
Alright  saturday, we went to IPC for mom's care clearance sales... I wanted to survey for pump, Snowbear Advance single auto... At ampang point mom's care selling price RM190, I thot I might survey if any other place sell at cheaper price.. Anyone know where I get it with cheaper price pls do inform me pls, TQ dearest.. ^_^
But there was no promo for pump :'(
We didn't buy anytg at all, instead we went to IKEA's foodcourt for lunch... Hell lots of people there! But we managed to eventually eat there, phew!

On sunday, we went to my in laws & stayed there for few hours... After that we went to AU2 to shop a bit for baby stuffs...
Shopping for baby stuffs is so much fun!!hehe...