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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

berkorban demi chenta

have u ever felt in luv but hurt at the same tym? the feeling of that makes us confuse...i do feel that frequently...why i let myself be in luv while im hurting inside?i have no choice...ill let myself suffer in pain but in other ways i'm happy...weird huh? me too dun really understand how this feelings thingy works... u tend to say that u r oukayh but actually u are bleeding inside...

oukayh, its not fair for me to say that u dunnoe exactly how i felt... some of u mb did experience the same lyke i do...but still there is diff here & there...right?

in my case its rather complicated yet easy...

to that very someone.......
just want u to know babe...
u are 1 of the best thing in my life..... no doubt....
watever happens my luv 4 u will never die....
be strong 4 me kayh.....
hold on to our luv....

Monday, March 29, 2010

hari2 ku kini...

entah kenapa aq rase cam kosong?? i feel so damn empty.... aq xsuke nk gado neyh... tp aq manusia biase....kdg2 terlepas pndang....
terover worried.....terlebeyh emo....nk bwat cane aq mmg camni...
aq manje... RIGHT... aq spoiled....MB?

i'm just a simple gurl who is deeply in luv....aq lemah...YUPZ! aq thu...i'm aware of that...salah ke aq syg pd kau? salah ke aq terlampau beharap? salahkahku???

ku terlanjur mchentai dirimu....

Sunday, March 28, 2010

nk mrh ke x?

huh! patut x aq mrh or shud i juz let it be????? aaaah! xde2! mmg patut pown aq marah...
da larh bg unacceptable reason........ reason given : DRIVIN....... oooooooo.... tym owg laen text elok je reply?????? tym aq text y the hell susa sgt nk reply????????? aq risaw oukayh?????! anda mmg x fhm ke or saje bwat2 x fhm????? answer that!

if i x text thu plak mrh, majok....u still remember how it feels lyke? try to recall cuz thats how i feel kayh....do u know how stupid it is when u are worried about someone but that someone didn't even care???? silly me......blablabla....

tula mama da ckp if syg owg tue jgn sehabis haty....juz follow the flow....see, kan da susa...padan muke sayeee....
tp bg aq senang je aq syg dye if dye x syg ad aq kesah????? alarh actually mmg aq kesah pown...but seriusly i do care if 4 the 1st or 2nd 3rd tym but when it happen again & again aq da malesh.... i juz don't give a damn!!!!!! puas haty????? mmg tu yg ko nk kan?????aq bleyh bg...ko sggup nk trime????sggup?
if sggup anytime darl....all yours.......

last word from me.... chow!


a very busy tired yet wonderful day

heylor guys....

sowry cuz yesterday x tulis anything pown..misyh x? misyh x? heehehe...
oukayh2...bak to my story...

well, today bgn2 je tros shower then sidai bju...aq tros siap cuz kna pegy meli all the stuff for the hostel...blablabla....mama mmg cmtu, she is very well-prepared when it comes to things lyke this... i'm glad really...

anyway,me & mama pegy meli brg kat jalan tar je..cheap mar...aq mukan larh gurl yg kesah sgt abt the brand..as long as its in gud condition plus chanteq bg aq thts more than enough...done..
sampai je kt cna as usual mmg ramai gyla manusia...yela sabtu kn plus peeps bwu dpt gji so lg larh meriah...we all redah cr parking which mmg susa nk dpt larh kan..last2 we end up park kt parking that cost us 7 bucks per entry..done..

byk gyla meli brg....looking at mama's face at that tym i chud say that she really wants me to continue my study...so i pwomish myself to carry on study till the end...insyaallah...
pas da letak all the stuff dlm kete kami pegy mam...then jln2 at the bazaar...x meli pape pown juz jln2 je...
but............... then sampai kt tiz kedai tudung mama ajak singgah so ble da singgah kami pown termeli...heheheheh....

after that kami sambung jalan sampai the end of the bazaar i found tiz cute grey bag....&............... i got it! yeay! hehehe...
ups! lpe nk ckp b4 that jumpe tiz booth jual roxy's slippers... tp cam x confident larh dpt meli cuz usually basic price 20 bucks...4 mama its quite expensive....
so saje larh tnye kan nk puaskan haty je...tetibe dye ckp 15 bucks je... & mama ckp if nk meli larh.....yeay!!!!!!AGAIN...... so i did bought 1 pair...black of cuz...
actly mama da meli da roxy's slipper 4 me... brown colour... nice but wrong size... my feet hurt ble pkai...sygnyeeeee...


oukayh that all the story... END~

Thursday, March 25, 2010

the very day...

halllluuuuu............

hehehe...yup! mmg sayeee senang haty yg amat sangat neyh...
nk thu knp??????nk x? nk x?
oukayh2, nk story ler neyh...

td pg2 lg aq da bgn(ehem3...jgn ckp pape)siap sume tros kuar menuju ke ikram park...dlm haty da besemangat waja neyh...bese larh kn...
done...

smpai2 je kt cna aq tros pegy marketing department dye hoping that dpt deal dgn mamat ritu...chop2! mukan sebab aq jth chenta or watever dgn dye yer...harap maklum... yela, senang skit cuz dye da knl aq plus dye yg handle aq hr tu...tp malangnye dye xde...
then ad tiz indian guy yg lyn dye suh naek tingkat atas nk bayar fees... again done...
da larh tggu lame gyla( which aq sgt2 x gemar menunggu).... then smpai je finance depatment dowg elok je cik kak tue kate cani

cik kak : rebate yg rm1000 tu da xde...
mama : eyh? cane plak bleyh xde? hr tue saye dtg ambik surat
offer dye kate ad je rebate tue...

jeng3... kat c2 probs occur...aq pown ckp larh kt cik kak sowg tue...plus awal2 lg mmg aq cam benggang gak larh dgn cik kak sorang neyh..kowg bygkan tym kje plus ad customer kt dpn mate ko bleyh bwat derk lyn phone ko....cissss!!!!!!so saje aq nk cr pasal...kuang3..

aq : that day i did came here & ur people told me that i still
can get the rebate if i pay lumpsum all the fees anytime
b4 april?


ad nada2 mengamuk di c2...aq try jgk thn kemarahan ku...hahaha.. which i did...thank Allah...
so keadaan da jd kelam bin kabut...gara2 rebate tue...
ah! knp aq mesty tkt?? kan aq punyai hak tuk besuare???
mama jgk yg ckp....
then kami trun blk ke marketing dept nk cari owg yg betanggungjawab atas kemarahan kami...kuang3...idok ler... just wanna make things clear...

sampai kt mktg ad plak mamat tue...hahahaha! siap ko!

aq :i'm sowry if i get it wrong but if i'm not mistaken that
day u did say that i chud get the rebate anytime b4 apr ryte?
mamat :i said if u pay all the amount within the info day...

oukayh....DONE...aq rase mb aq salah tp haty kecilku bekate yg aq x silap dgr ble dye kate "anytime b4 apr"hummmm... xpela,aq redha...
after everythings clear kami pegy blk finance dept to pay all the required fees... cuz rebate x dpt mama end up bayar 1k je... mukan sebab xde duet bcuz saje nk mnyusahkan dorg... cruel x??? hahahaha....

after settle sume kami memblahkan diri.... tetiba terbit 1 rase yg tym mule2 aq enroll kt iic aq da rase...hummmm...sgguh indah pwasaan itu...aq bakal mnjadi student semula...
ALHAMDULLILAH.... THANK YOU ALLAH....

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Hari neyh aq agak malesh nk bangun... sebab??? Hah! Sebab xde mende nk bwat da... tinggal nk bayar all d fees required je...thats gonna happen tomorrow early in d mownink...lalalalalal~

2morrow mownink ill have to wake up early...cuz nk pegy kliuc nk bayo all d fees.....dgn itu aq officially akan blaja kt c2 starting 3rd April naty....Alhamdulillah...... oukayh2, pape pown aq memang sgt2 ta saba nk enroll kt citu....

Sebab??hummmm..... 1stly cuz aq da lame gyla x pegang buks....2ndly cuz aq sgt2 misyh tym blaja dlu...3rdly if possible aq nk finish my degree when im 24....then aq nk keje or ad rezeki lbeyh aq nk sambung master....& lastly aq cadang nk sambung phd....tu pown if aq pjg umo...

Pape pown esk aq kna bgn awal....nk pegy kajang....

KLIUC! Here i come....!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

my day

salam.... today aq x jd pegy ptptn....sebbnye???? tetibe aq rse cam malesh gyla nk pegy mne2.... mb rse keciwa smlm still tersisa... aq xdpt menerima kenyataan yg mara & bank rakyat xdpt memperuntukkn loan tuk aq....lalalalal~

xde actually aq x kesah pown, memandngkan pointer aq yg ala2 ckup2 mkn je aq x layak nk komen pape....hummm...

seriusly aq sgt2 menyesal...really regret wat had happen to me... i mean my cgpa ... nt very impressive...tp aq yaqeen kali neyh aq bakal meraih pointer yg insyaallah bleyh membanggakan diri aq...aq da pnat stakat bepuas haty je dgn my achievement....aq nk smtg yg extraordinary...smtg tht i can be proud of for quite sometimes...mb sampai ble2...smpai aq mati skali pown aq ttp bangga dgn diri aq.... biar larh owg laen memandang aq skadar " 1 of the student yg bejaya grad" aq xnk jd camtu smpai ble2... aq nk jd someone...

oukayh2...enough about dreamy...hahaha..aq pantang dpt peluang menulis... cuz da lme tgn neyh rehat...hummm...lotak mungkin da tepu....dek telampau lme x memerah otak...kowg thu x actually ,manusia hanya mengunakan 30% otak kte? mne pegynye lg 70%? aq dpt menyimpulkn bhw lg 70% digunakan oleh kte untuk berangan....well, x slh berangan... tp biar larh kna dgn tmpat & situasinyeee....

alahai, aq melalut lg....hummmm.....

watever it is aq teramat larh excited dgn ap yg bakal aq tempuhi 1 week from now...i'm gonna be student again....lalalalal~ perkhabaran yg amat gembira ku kira bg diriku yg da lme penganggur....

3rd April 2010............ i can't wait................

Monday, March 22, 2010

d journey of new me~

today me & mama susa payah naek tron office cna cni nk cr sponsor....
pg2 je da kuar umah pegy mara....
aq mltakkn harapan sgt2 tinggi nk dpt loan neyh... tp......
hummmmm....
smpai je kt office mara tuh satu hal nk queue plak ambik pas pelawat...
isk3...sgguh x efficient...naek je kt bhgian pinjaman..
cik abg tue kate : adik kna apply online..kami bkk bln july naty...
lorh............. isk3........ kn bgos ckp awal2 kt ktorg tym ambik pas tue....padahal da tnye da...


oukayh larh malesh nk argue mende da jd pown....
bkn ap aq x smpai haty duk tgk mama tecungap2 jln...
as u allz noe she has asthma....
aq nk bwat sume neyh sndiri tp she insisted nk ikowt...
soo xkn aq nk ckp : taleyh, mama xyah ikowt... nina bleyh bwat sowg...
adoiii! if aq sbgai mak kn tersentap jgk larh...


pape pown pastu kami tros head to bank rakyat....
thank god parking senang je.... menapak naek tangga plak..
isk, klau aq dikurniakn kekuatan nk angkat bonda tesyg da lme aq agkat...
sowry ma ankmu neyh suda kuwus & x ckup zat...(ehem! kuwus ker???) hehehe...
pown same bln may naty bwu bleyh apply...
da tue dye utamakn so called "keluarga" bank rakyat....
ceyh! discrimination.....ap la... kate bank RAKYAT....

mknenye da xde harapan.....tp aq tamo ptus asa....
so esk ad date dgn ptptn...hummmm....
ptt larh kowg kaye... smpai 3% kowg ambik...
riba' tue...
ambik faedah byk2....
naty mati susa wor.....
renung2kn....

Thursday, March 18, 2010

my 22nd birthday

salam... hye allz! lme sgguh ta update blog hambe...aiseh...bz sgt5...hehehe..byk mende actly yg jd tp cam ta besh je nk story...hah! story yg neyh besh! MY 22ND BIRTHDAY....(ehem2 bwu 22 kayh)
i didnt expect anytg tiz year cuz terase diri cam da tua sgt...mukan tua tp dewasa...kn?kn?kn?hahah..
pwasan sndiri je la kn...around 8pm benjy da wish awai2...kalut tol musyuk sayee neyh...isk...
aq bwat tatawu sajeee...ad ke nk tuakn aq sblm mase??? eyp!!! nk kna neyh...
papepun dye yg terawal wish kt aq...lalalal~ bunga2 jap...heheheoukayh2...cont yer...ad larh few of my frenz yg wish... makseh u alllz!!! teharu neyh...isk3....
ouh yea tht day aq tdow agak lewat...cuz fyi.. bday gurl dpt free call!!! yippie!!benjy call tepat 12am siap nyanyi2 lg...alolololo...so sweet jek kamoo...then ktorg chat smpai larh around 2 cmtu...
aq tjg kul 430 cuz rse cam ad bnde jth... bgn2 jek ad 1 paper bag yg bleyh thn beso larh da teltk kt ats meja study ku....
tadaaa..... aq x brani nk bkk...tp xcited da neyh...at 1st kunun2 tanak bkk larh nk tggu esk tp nafsuku bergelore nk twu ap kandungan beg tue...


1st thg 1st aq bace card neyh.... content yg sgt2 bermakne...leleh larh aq 5 minit.... it stated:
hari-hari yang datang dan pergi
detik2 yg silih beganti
membawa bersama simfoni memori menjadikan hidupmu lebih beerti istimewa buatmu......anak ku
"SELAMAT HARI JADI"
semoga hari2 depan dapat kau lalui dengan penuh beerti... kaseh & sayang tetap di hati mama
selagi nafas ini belum terhenti!...hummm...mesty korg wonder y aq type using 2 diff colour kn??? well, yg merah tue mmg da tetulis dlm card tue...& yg biru?? yup! hand written by my beloved mum...pas da reda curiousity dtg blk...so aq explore ap yg ad dlm bag 2...jeng3...kasi suspen sket...

hah!! my new lappy!!silver white plak tue...mukan tue je..adoihh...feelin tym tue tuhan je thu...aq tros teduduk...xsgke...siap nanes2 lg....btol2 x sgke...thanks mama! I LUV U SOO MUCH! lps da belek2 aq nk tdow jap but then tb2 ad somebody duk ketok pintu aq..isk, sapew plak neyh... bkk je pintu sisyh zyra tros hulur paper bag jgk...neyh hape neyh maen hulur paper bag je? hari paper bag sedunia ke? hehe.. pape pown thanks a million sisyh!! LUV YA! nk thu ap sisyh bg???

hambek ko! heheh... 10 gulung selendang....wuhuuu!!! gyla kentang...
besh nyer.... huh! yg paling besh kn...besoooooooo punyerrrrr!!!!! adoiiihhhh...xsgke sgt3....dpt bear neyh....
alarh...gift kn sapew sanke ye x???heheheh...

kayh2, pape pown bufday gurl nk say thanks vewy mush kt sume2 yg susa payah meli gift tuk sayee,....
next year nk lg ea!!! hihihihihih~