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Friday, December 31, 2010

VIP

arghhhhhhhhh! stress gyla....y? who r they? do they even knw me? shitty btol....
there goes my mood....no really who d heck r u?
VIP? i dun deserve it peeps! i have a true VIP....
persons that really put their heart & love to help me....
my backbone....the reason this marriage ever happen...
they r significant to me...& u????? thinkin of it makes me sick....
ur title? ur name?ur job or watever shit is just not my biz...never will be...
where were u so-called "VIP" peeps when we need help?
where were u when we need so-called "VIP" peeps?
u r NO IMPORTANT PERSON......!
open ur eyes!!!!

i was never agree with all this title thingy....for wat? just bcuz u have money?
u didnt do anytg to deserve that title.....
my vain almost burst writing this......
forgive me for d emotional state of mine...
y do u have to  be hypocrite?

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

y? y? y?
y? can't u understand that i have feelin too?
i do feel hurt, mb i dun cry in front of u but m crying inside....who knows?
u dunnoe....stop bein selfish and think of other as well......
ure not alone....u do not own anytg....
i wish u chud just understand and think....
open ur heart and think....
stop talkin and listen....
y izzit so hard?

2010

2010...significant year fo me....i became sum1 that i never imagine i can be....
stronger and of course wiser...bein a adult is nt easy,it was never easy....
me myself experience lots of boundaries and challenges to go thru all tiz....
yet m recovering....looking at d old picture of me....
readin abt d old diary of mine makes me smile bcuz some of d content r funny....
i can't help but laugh at myself... that was me back then....young and immature...
now....
in d very last week of 2010....d very last Wednesday in 2010....
i whud lyke to declare myself as "22 goin 23"
haha...haih,age is d only thing that is always goes up n never comes down...
keep on adding never ever minuses... 

actually m afraid to go on living....afraid to make mistakes again....afraid to get hurt again....
but then again its just how it shud be....LIFE......was never easy...

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

same ta?

oukayh2, gamba gedik jee...hehe...
actually na tunjuk style hijab i yg baru....
if any1 knws maria elena....dye yg aja....
so sajee na tiru....oooooo...copycat.....
actually senang jee ouh...very ease tayah ikat ketat2....
can breath, eat,talk easily...hehe....
jowm tgk gamba gedik yg laen?

gedik kn?haih....tahuuuuuuuu....
haha..oukayh...pape pown mari kite tdow!

ta puas haty

i was reading about the human revolution...
alarh, all those about how human looks like few decade before....
scientist and DR does their research & they summarize their so called research by saying that before us "homo-sapien" we were monkeys, chimps....blablabla....
& this 1 particular theory that support this statement...
Da vince theory of evolution i think..... as a student of language i have to learn that...in this psycholinguistic lesson...
if only i chud say to his face "u r insulting religion ass***!"
Sorry if my entry this tym sgt2 emo & bersifat keagamaan sket....
seriusly, monkeys???chimps? worst! gorillaz? wth????
Allah bg kite darjat tinggi oukayh dr binatang....despite manusia yg perangai kalah binatang...yg tu ta kire....
how do i put this??hummm....manusia punya akal....binatang ad otak tp tade akal....fhm?

come i educate u da vince....

Friday, December 17, 2010

same ta?hehe...copycat yaw!

babe, see....same ta?
aiyoo....i luk silly illy ryte?
eaawwww! hahaha....
tadaaa....eceh, tgk tepi dlu kayh.... i lyke d colour of d shawl..... hhehehe...


ouh my gucci! that is sooooo lame!...flower & stuff....yucky!

holoh2......cute ke???kahakahah....oukayh,sile gelak....
oryte, pls ignore my messy bed......huhuw~

now tell me honestly.....do i luk oukayh in tiz hijab style????



p/s: this is my trial to be lyke Fatin Suhana :p

can i?

was bz checkin out tiz girl punye blog....
org dye kecik molek jee...so pretty.....
hw i m wishing that m lyke her...
so beautiful.....ryte?
cute gyla....! ouh my....geram tgk dye...she is beautiful & genius...
Fatin Suhana....a 21 yr old model.....breath taking....

hungry bee

m a eater.....i luvvvvv to eat....sweet stuff, sour thing, hot & spicy....watever just bring it on bebeh!
see....d fact tht i cant eat too much this days... ( u knw y)
 so d least i chud do is google it & dream on eating it....
pathetic gyla! haih....
this is a macaroon, which i just found out hw does it luks lyke....thanks to Maria Elena....hikhik...
ouh my dior!!! dun u just feel lyke stuff it all in ur mouth?? i do....ouh welll.....

this is how a real macaroon shud luk lyke....yummy!


hazelnut meringue cake with raspberry.....m hungry already! 
last but nt least...d meringue nests.....dun ask me y dey called it tht....

Drooling all over nw....

y ouh y?


y ouh y? pls ignore d my yayang oke....story abt my pale face.....
ish2, i dun lyke....
hv to pkai make up jgk....
if nt nmpak mcm panda bear!
naseb cute....
but anyway.....



Thursday, December 16, 2010

congrats

juz nw pegy uma my sis....dye ta shat....flu+cough+fever....
cian ouh tgk dye...anak2 buah aq berdua tu lasak.....
ha, talkin abt my anak buah....my 1st nephew PMR dpt 5A's.....

waaaaa.....maksu bangga! tahniah darL....
m proud of u....name dye akmal farid....
anak2 abg aq neyh mmg pandai2....hisy, jeles tetibe.....
& abg pown senang na beli pape kt dorang....
na ap ckp jee...

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

waaa.....baruuuu

eyh comel plak new box neyh...
anyway, hari neyh ta pnat sgt cuz dua2 cluz best...
lect sporting hbs....
sir zul dgn ms pramita...
1st tym aq byk ckp dlm cluz slalu senyap sunyi jee...
masuk cluz....senyum....kuar cluz ckp thanks....senyum...
thts it..tade na ckp lebeyh2...
ai kn low profile....
sepak!
hahah...

actually ad benda na cite...tape larh naty eyh

just do it~

we make mistake.......repent......
we did wrong.......repent.....
we were bad ass devil watever.......repent.....
just repent......Allah will decide....He will give u smth tht u never hv had imagine of....
so repent....
u dun want ur life to be shitty all d tym ryte?
u dun wanna b bad till d end?
then repent....
He is always there for us....
He listen.....
so just put urself way down & sujud...
ask for forgiveness....
insha Allah ull be just fine....

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

pape jela

waaa.....penat ouh cluz d whole day...
cam na maty pown ad neyh....
worn out gyla2 da neyh......
na blik n shower pastu mkn....
lapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....................

eyh, korg pena tgk ta cincin yg besa2 uh?
alarh yg ad bling2 uh?
ai na larh ktne eyh bleyh dpt?
ad sape2 na derma kilat kt ai ta?
pleaseeeeeeee.......

misyh my mista dy.....
windu kamoo dy.....

mintak nyawa!

mlm tadi tdow lmbat so bgn pown harus lmbat kn?
tp kes aq ad larh laen...cuz pg2 at 7 da bgn so aq hanye tdow 2 hours jee....
ngantok weyh....tp puas ar cuz blik ai spotlessly clean occay.....
then pegy cluz jmpe plak DR uh.... borink.....
seriusly bebel dye uh jd racun dlm darah aq twu...
talkin abt stuff tht is shitty 2 do & u do it....nice....
ta fhm tol aq napew dye camtu...
fav sentence dye....
"terrible u ppl...."
twu ta ap yg kaw ckp tu doa????
tros tade mood na pegy cluz kaw....

haha...oukayh harus gelak dlu...sebab?
aq register subject yg bkn subject aq...
fhm ta?
ta fhm tapee....
so 1 hal plak na trun naek dean office mntk sign....
ouh leceh!

then lapaaaa gyla.....so pegy larh jmpe adeq ta official ai....
lepaq cafe then mkn....
then gossip2.....
pastu borink duk cafe kami pegy foyer....tgk2 rmai plak warga asing d situ....
so malesh, natykna ngorat cane? haaaa...
cian dy ai....mwahahaha....
eyh tahap geli da berkurangan jee? bagos! bleyh amalkn slalu......

sleepy..zzzzzzz~

1st entry of d day....
td ta sleepy so aq stay up mengemas almari yg ta syupe almari da....
matik larh if mom in law aq tgk....
nw da bleyh velagak yer...blik ai da kemas... bedsheets suda tuka...ouh bangga.... (kembang2 idung)
wangi2 da....ai bkn ap kdg2 uh cam letih sgt na kemas tp once ai kemas.... insha Allah bak kate MZ (tayah gedix tnye sape eyh,sepak kunk!) ditanggung bereh...

after kemas2 sume i do my laundry....
sesuda itu hang siap2....esk cluz ai ad larh pagy(maleshhhhh mok pegy, tdow jee bleyh?)
....so tanak rushin...
iron hijab fo esk....baju pown da siap hang...

then hapdate blog jap.....now suda ngantok wo....lapa pown ye jgk....
ngade kaw kn?pegy tdow skunk!

oukayh evewybody gudnyte!

Monday, December 13, 2010

PaPaDoM~


kebetulan astro prima duk tayang cite papadom....
korg da tgk? best wor....sedeyh, klaka, motivation ouh...
cite sal sorg bapa neyh syg gyla kt anak ppuan dye....na sgt protect anak dye neyh dye sanggup bt ap jee...sanggup larh keje jd tukang kebun cuz na tgk2kn anak dye...isteri dye da meninggal...
so anak dye jee yg tinggal...so his daughter is his life....dye jage anak dye lebeyh dr nyawa dye smpaii kna pukul wooo....

kepada bapa2 & bakal bapa :
tolong larh sayang anak2 anda...
jerk tol korg buang2 anak uh...sepak na???
b*d*!!!!!!

to anak2 yg kuang aja plus ta hargai bapa2 korg....
tlg weyh, sayangi dorg...peluk cium...
pedulik ap org na kate... ur dad uh...
b4 dorang pegy..... :"(



occay, tetibe aq dpt idea baek punye!

ouh my prada.....



milkshake baby!

ouh my dior

lapaaaaaaaa.....

oukayh tu jee.....
haha...leklu....na cite sal aq ngidam na mkn cheesecake...ngade kn?
sukatik larh!
yg neyh strawberry cheesecake...comel2 jee...



ha! hambek neyh beso sket.... raspberry cheesecake....ta meleleh gak? hisy,



tgk yg neyh???haaaaa......confirm esk cr nyer larh....hahah

tade title

panas tol hari neyh.....cam pdg pasir plak....
td pegy cluz coco msuk2 jee uish gyla rmai students....
sempit2....lalu2, ai na ddk neyh...ceyh! kaw pk kaw sape na lalu2 bagai?
pastu nxt cluz cancel....agak geram yer d c2....sbbnye skunk aq da ulang alik dr uma...
agak hell pegy buang minyak then cluz cancel....

neyh bleyh mengundang aq sepak diri sendiri....

p/s : lapa na mampos neyh.....

nehi part 2

gyla blushing doe....

cik abg uh tnye terang2 kt fb

"my" tu ap....
adoidoidoi.....
blushing td ta hbs lagy....

shit!
skunk neyh ad rase cam na sepak tgn neyh cuz gatal tulis entry sal uh.....
nyesal weyh!

lurus bendul plak haih....
pinjam simot cepat!
relaks nina.....cool der....apkes cuak2 muke merah2?
seronok eyh gulekn ai?
siap bersambung bagai...naty larh,
ad lori ad bas....

nehi nehi

turns out my yayang really bace my entry td.... shit!
blushing ta hengat nyer.....
oukayh then dye ckp...

"dy? ive 2 hear it first from ur lips.."

weyh! saje na gulekn aq ler tu....
gelak2.....
dye bleyh lak tnye ap dy tu....hak alah....
maluuuuuuuuuuuu tol aq na bgtwu.....
:*>

Sunday, December 12, 2010

na cani...plssssss!

"dy,my windu dy.... :("
"my,dy lub my cgt2.... :')"
"dy ta cyg my lagy an? :'("
"my, dy ad my sowg jee...ily cyg.. "

sumpah rindu gyla itik dgn ayat2 sebegini...
indah kaw twu...ble tigt balik....
na ckp cani dgn yayang ai? matik larh....muntah darah larh kaw kt c2....
oukayh tipu....
bleyh jee kn?asal plak taleyh? sedeyh.... :(
tp cane na ckp kt dye?
hummmmm......
tapee larh....hopefully dye dpt bace fikiranku neyh.....oukayh so silly!
sweet jee kayh if pggil camtu....
kpd sape2 yg twu mesty fhm kn?bhahahaha...(gelak saiton)

anyway,
dy........! please read this yah!
uish, cam da confirm dye setuju....
ahhhhhh! ta kire! ta kire! na jgk!plssss? @_@

accent

Angus,Thongs & Perfect Snogging....
the movie that makes me want to speak with perfect Australian accent....
really smoothly....i catch up with language...nice one....

its awesome if i could speak lots & lots of accent.....
nice....

manusia

sedeyh weyh.... :( ad ke jnji na pegy jowm heboh then ta jd? da larh hari neyh last.... sedeyh kn?
tapee2 there is always next year tu pown if aq maseh bernafas...cewah!
oleh kerana aq majok ngade ta dpt pegy JH(ta majok pown cume tanak mkn jela tue kire majok ke?) so mama ajak pegy anta brg kt uncle aq duk kt tecso ampang nu...

lepaq sna jap, sembang2....then pegy kampung baru...aq teringin na mkn donut tp.........
dye TUTUP! haih, pegy JH jgk ke bang oiii? tgk???mmg larh naseb ta menyebelahi aq....

pastu mama cam lapa...so kitorang singgah mkn kt ampang point....
tgh mkn2 aq ternampak larh 1 famy chinese neyh....dye bwk maid dye tp maid dye duk jaoh n ta mkn pown....aq budget order dye blom smpai...dr mknan aq smpai n da hbs mkanan dye ta smpai2....tros cam terase keji...sian ouh...korang sedap2 mkn maid korang biar je camtu...sgt ta patut....aq cam sian sgt kt akak tu....dye senyum2 je tgk aq....haih.....manusia2....pelik ouh...

pastu mama ajak aq tgk carpet.....mmg lawa larh...lembut jee...tgk2 harga.....
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RM559.90!!!
gyla babeng nyer mahal....ptt larh canteq.....ptt larh lembut...
tros rase cam na muntah balik ap yg aq mkn td....

aq na beli microsd 4gb/8gb...ad ta sape2 sudi derma kilat kt aq?
memory asek full jee utk pengemar snap gmbar comelletakkatfbmyspace cam aq neyh sungguh ta rock ble memory full...rase cam na lempang diri sendiri....oukayh tipu....
serius, aq na cr tp na yg murah free pown oukayh gak...

Saturday, December 11, 2010

haha

yayang aq bg t-shirt ijau dye kt aq cuz dye kate dye pkai ketat ta muat...
dye budget2 aq pkai cam fit jgk....
try test tgk saiz da cam xL gamaknye...
heleh, suda2 larh belagak kurus same cam ai
ke u na ckp ai gemox????
hah! baek ngaku cepat!hyep!
ta baek ouh keji begitu....

ap?

patutnye tadi aq kuar pegy jowm heboh?
pastu ta jd....so aq pown cam bt muke sedeyh ala-ala adeq aq umo 2 thn ta dpt menan...eyh?? ble aq ad adeq???bodoh!
mama tetibe bekate : "kite pegy jln tar na?"
uish! aq dgn sepantas kilat siap...
aq bejaya merembat 3 helai shawl dgn cake chocolate moist....
gyla sedap doe....
wuwuwuwuwuwu~
oukayh da, tu je...

d kala neyh

mlm td aq tdow around 6am...taleyh tdow....aq sibuk pk smtg....buntu....
facebook page aq belek2 smpai kejang tgn...intai2 blog manusia yg pndai berkata2.....
pastu msuk blik baring2 sambil layan mp3 aq yg da berzaman uh...lagu speechless paling aq suke...kire cam hit ar tuk aq.....dasar!
aq bgn dlm kul 12 td...anak dara btol....cis!

sambil tulis2 neyh aq lupe na sarung mate tambahan...terkebil2 na type...kaw da rabun sile sedar diri....bkn ap aq rimas na sarung2 mate cetak rompak neyh....yg ori kn ad cume power da kurang jee...yer, sile gelak eyh....aq dlu berlagak tanak pkai atas sebab aq nmpak ta ayu ble pkai speck cam nerd ta ckup umo bwk bagg besa buku bertimbun blaja kt uia....uiks? ap hal uia?
sebab aq rase dorg mmg pandai2... aq cemburu kaw twu....ta dpt na merase blaja kt c2...keji....
klau korang tgk students2 kliuc mmg bleyh sujud 40 rakaat larh...pegy cluz mcm na pegy pavillion gamaknye....weyh, tlg prihatin kami ipts....
aq yg mmg asal kL tade larh culture shock sgt....
yg laen2 aq ta sure....

cadangnye na pegy jowm heboh tp.........
if dkt london neyh mlm lagy ouh...
kire aq awal lagy larh kn?
aq cam kecewa sket....
these days aq da taleyh na duk diam kt uma....bloody hell! bodoh gyla!
serius, aq kna kuar....
tp finance ta mengalak kn......
knp aq ta kaye?????

bwu lps belek2 make up artist yg cun2....
lawa gyla....
http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=6375481664226269662
check it out....
aq mnat make up ala-ala arab uh....
yg hitam2 kt mate tu.....
smart oke.....
smart kan?oukayh2 aq sedar diri lar ta brp na cun cam model2 neyh.....tp at least aq ad mate....

random


pertanyaan random....

korang penah minom air laici biru??

today :)

td around 6 smtg aq tertdow...sgt2 exhausted....na angkat tgn pown ta larat....dlm kete da tersenguk2... cik abg uh bz ad keje so tade org na lyn saye....ouh sedeyh....eceh! tym2 neyh larh na mengade lebeyh2....mntak pujuk neyh....gedix!anyway, ai da lame ta manjew2 taw....hukhuk...
sentap!

cite ap neyh ha? haip!
bak 2 d story...aq adlah ttdow td smpai around 830 or smtg....hummm ta igt.... lagak cam letih sgt kalah org keje cangkul2.....haha..aq makin lancar berjenaka di kala neyh....sebabnye aq gemar sungguh tgk mama gelak suke tgk anak dara dye bt lawak bodoh.....kahkahkahkah....
korg tanak gelak tapee asal mama happy cukup larh....
bgn2 jee rumah senyap sunyi....sepi.....tasuke ouh camtu....
tgk handphone "1 message received" haty bunga2 tp cam malas na bace....y? konon na bg suprise kt diri sendiri...gyla poyo! hahah...

took a shower then on tv kasi volume yg sedap2 telinga.....tgk larh cite tudung ekspress....
dlu aq duk mh btol dgn care dye pkai hijab....bkn ap snaggul tu nmpak pelik...dr elok2 canteq moleq lisa surihani tros jd cam out....
td tup2 sanggul tu da trun level ketinggian.....bagus! sukeeeeee........!
perut plak da start nyanyi lagu ilusi adira af8....
so menuju ke dapur mencari makanan...
masak macaroni pedas....
lps mkn aq tuka channel hbo cuz na tgk 17 AGAIN lakonan Zac Efron...eyh btl ke name dye? larh, smtg lyke tht larh....
tgh syok tgk terigt plak "suprise" td....sepantas kilat capai phone.....

"i miss u....."

holoh2......sukeeeee taw! my dear rinduuuuuuuuuuuu awk jugak!
bile berchenta mmg best kn? dpt txt tnye ktne jee tros flying w/out wing....haha...
cmon! u oll pown camtu kn?

so esk adlah sabtu, plan na pegy mne? jowm heboh????? ( kelip2 mate pndg mama)
na jumpe scandal2 ku, lame suda ta jumpe jee.....tasuke oukayh menahan rindu lame2.....
:'(

Thursday, December 9, 2010

knp?

terkejot beruk dgr pengakuan dr mulut mama...
pengakuan ap?biar larh ianya mnjadi sebahagian dr aq jee....bak kate ct "biarlah rahsia"...
jujurnye aq mmg ta sangka...apatah lagy mintak benda2 neyh jd....andai bisa waktu diputar kembali.....eceh! serius! aq tanak troskan....
bukan sbb ap aq takot na hadapi langkah seterusnye...
aq maseh blaja bertatih....buntu...

aq bertuah punye kakak2 yg prihatin....mereka byk bantu mama....byk bantu aq.... eventho.....
aq just a.......hummmmm....tapeee larh....aq syukur sgt2... thank u Allah.....
still aq hanya mampu doa & usaha....yg laen2 aq beserah jee....
mudah2han makbul hendaknye....ameen~

tibe2 selera aq yg dlu bkn maen besa skunk da kurang...& makin kurang everyday....
stress mungkin.....dgn study lagy....aq suke study....aq suke buku......psycho kn?
tp kdg2 sikap org sekeliling yg btkan ianya jd ta seronok.....demam aq na lyn perangai2 mereka....
na bt cane aq hidup bkn sorg jee....

rumah neyh sunyi....sunyi sgt bile tade org...aq ta saba na tggu hari 2....tym 2 mesty meriah mesty rmai org dtg.....best2!

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

open up ur eys n tk a look

oukayh neyh na menyatakan ketidakpuasan haty neyh...ai tgh berkobar2 na study na target baek punye last2 u bt camtu plak...haiiiiii...knp eyh u camtu?u pena ta bukak mate luas2 tgk keliling u?
mb ad jee ppl yg benci u......look,i bkn na sgt ckp sal u tp i na ckp gak cuz tiz is nt d 1st tym u bt cani....ouh hell sgt2.....rase cam na lempang jee ouh....
knp? u igt sume org kaya cam u eyh? u igt sume org yg blaja kt cni anak tan sri? anak datuk?
cmon! alert sket....i twu pangkat u tggi tp ble u ta respect student u ur title tu langsung tade makne pd kami....pastu racist plak...apkes? u bkn budak2 12 thn yg ta fhm dunia...i think u da ckup matang tuk twu abt all this....so tlg larh be considerate.... bleyh kn? at least u shud try....
make use of ur DR to make us want to b in ur cluz n bkn sebab terpaksa na ngadap muke u yg ta pena senyum tu....
ya Allah byk da dose aq ckp sal dye...
so oukayh i dun care if u ta suke ai but this matter concern my study so hell yah i hv to care...
shit!

my beloved


mereka neyh ai sayang....sayla jee yg tade...

da lame rasenye ta cite sal sahabat2 ai yg sgt2 disayangi....
heheh....my dearest my luvly gurls....
dorang larh tmpat ai share mcm2....
da lame ta jumpe....rinduuuuu sgt2....
bukan tanak jumpe tp.....
hummmm....
tapee larh naty2 jee ai xplain knp....
dorang neyh mmg best....kami knl around almost 2 yrs da....


neyh tym kami pegy langkawee.... bucuk dgn meen jee tade...

tp rase mcm da knl lameeeee sgt....



neyh tym kami mude2....eceh!


rapat kowt...
but now masing2 da bz....
ad yg sambung study, ad yg bz keje...
so da tade mase na hang out mcm dlu2...
kalau jmpe dorang neyh mesty happening gyla....
kecoh larh mne2 tmpat yg ktorg lepaq uh....


we have our own nickname.....

shazmin kami pggil sweety tp jarang larh....

athirah @ baby.....
shahira @ manjew......
shahirah@ bucuk.......
sayla@ chomey.......
as fo me dorang pggil yunk....

heheh...best ouh ad org sayang.....sukeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
comel kn nickname kami?

anyway, dorang larh sahabat ai dunai akhirat....
ameen~

Monday, December 6, 2010

so scweet

tadi kan......terjadi satu insiden yg amat2 larh cute.....
na twu ap jd?
cani, td kami kuar mkn2...cuz lame sgguh larh tidak berketemuan(ad ke perkataan neyh?)
pastu tgh tggu mkanan smpai dye duk pndang2 ai...
ish, suke taw bt ai malu2....
pastu tibe2 dye ckp.......

"marry me.....?"
i was lyke huh? tros tergamam tersentap terkedu....

"wat?"

then dye ckp lagy...

"marry me.......?"
ya Allah my heart was beatin hell laju & i dun hv anytg 2 say....

"r u proposing me?"

see, klaka btol soalan....mmg tacaye sgguh dye na ckp camtu....adoiiila....

& 3rd trial.....

"yes,marry me..................................?"

bru larh ai tersedar & say.....

"i will....."

vewy d scweet kn?holoh holoh holoh......
blushing*
seriusly rase mcm tacaye jee....
dlu2 tgk tv cite omputih duk proposed2 gurl ai pown teringin....
alarh, berangan gedik2 jee....

Saturday, December 4, 2010

haty ini

rase na menagis sangat2 neyh...
rase na kuar dr sume2 neyh...
rase da tanak troskan....
aq rase mcm dye saje na ambek kesempatan....
take me 4granted....
yeke?
klau btol....ya Allah....
terpulang larh pd yg punya bdn...
aq hambaMu yg lemah...
aq redha....

Thursday, December 2, 2010

penulisanqu

mb my blog neyh bukan blog ilmiah bukan blog pilihan bukan blog tutorial skema...
mmg bukan...

aq menulis d blog atas dasar meluahkan ap yg terbuku, ap yg ta dpt di zahirkan melalui pergerakan...so ianya harus dilontarkan dgn kata2....
jd aq menulis....

aq menulis hanya untuk kepuasan diri...
untuk mengisi saat aq bosan dan sepi....
sekadar hiburan sendiri....
aq baca kembali lalu aq kritik hasil penulisan lapukqu....
aq pengarang aq pengkritik....
kritikanqu sekadar untuk pemperbaiki kelemahan diri....
bukan untuk menjatuhkan maruah serta merendahkan martabat aq...
itu ta patut berlaku....
maka suara2 sumbang yg murah haty dgn kritikan berbisamu itu campak saja ketepi kerana aq ta ingin ambil tahu ta ingin rasa bersalah hanya untuk kamo...mengerti?
jadi terserah saja bagaimana aq mahu menulis blogqu...
contentnya harus tepat dgn perasaanqu.....
kaw bukan siapa2 yang significant dalam jurnal hidup seharianqu....
maafkan larh jikalau kaw kecewa....
aq hanya menzahirkan rasa....

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

enuff oukayh

perkahwinan tu satu tanggungjawab yg besar & berat...
bcuz dye besar so dye berat yer kawan2....
haha....idok ler...
seriusly, marriage is a big commitment....responsibility will be bigger....

r u ready?

weyh, bkn ready bab batin2 je ye...
bab zahir, poket dan yg laen2 skali....
korang igt kawen neyh maen2 eyh?
kawen neyh bkn cam korang maen kawen2 dulu tu....
neyh beserta tanggungjawab...package skali...
beli 1 percuma 1...
fhm ta?
fhm2 jela eyh...

kepada kaum adam......
tolong larh ye bile da na kawen or even da kawen naty kurang2 kan larh kuar....
lepaq dgn member, maen snooker ke pape jela...
awak da ad responsibility kt rumah tu....
awak da ad isteri....
suda2 larh have fun nyeee....
grow up larh, jd matang at least try larh...
mmg us gurl lagy cpat matang dr korang....
da tu korang asek na childish perangai kalah budak2 je aphal?
we need u 2 guide us....
we need u 2 b our head...
we need u 2 stay when we r down....

sile sedar diri awak bukan bujang laggy...
sile sedar awak da punye isteri...
ta lame lagy anak plak....
takan awak na stay childish jgk lagy?
cukup2 larh tu....
enuff oukayh....

Friday, November 26, 2010

الحمد لله


hari neyh cam very d tired..... hummm....woke up around 915 in d mownink(awal ke?) then tros siap2, mama went out ad na jmpe sum1..... so i siap2 then we all tros pegy kmpg baru cuz na ambek cenomar.....

then pegy kLiuc for my add & drop... ta settle lagy ouh....frust nyer! ad ke sorg lect neyh bleyh byk tnye plak knp na drop knp ta ambek session laen.... haih, miss tiz is my timetable so i larh yg kna pndai2 set my subject & d tym.... plus neyh degree level nt dip or even high skool.... u dun plan our life....u guide us we choose d way..... mintak maaf if terase.... then hv our breakfast there..... as u all knw m on my diet kn? so taleyh na mkn sebarang... hummm.....

pastu tros pegy kmpg baru again.... cuz imam na jmpe mama regarding all d documents... he checked & sign all of it tp ad jugak yg salah isi so hv to isi balik...

after tht kami rushing pegy imigresen.... twu ta sesat?haha... 3 kali pusing baru jmpe.... comel btol putrajaya neyh... thank god ta ramai org.... ouh ya tym na cr counter tu ad larh counter pertanyaan... so mama went & asked him...

m : tumpang tnye kt mne na bt permohonan berkahwin?
h : permohonan berkahwin dgn WARGA ASING ye? jln tros belok kiri..

hoi! warga asing kate ko? cis btol....dlm kepala hotak tros menjelma bangla2 ouh.... excuse me! my future hubby very d handsome u knw....... haha! na jugak!

settle suda...
kami pown pegy larh santap...lapa oukayh...d whole day bekejar sna sni... so tomorow na pegy jawi pule...hopefully everytg will go smoothly as it is 2day....

thanks a bunch to sape2 yg membantu secara langsung or ta....
luv u guys byk2!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

just a piece of my thot

This is written just to express my own personal feelings and nothing else......

As you all know that we women were created as a very emotional creature. We usually tend to think with our heart means emotionally and sometimes of course we do use our brain to make sense of something. Not everything needs logical explanation.

Guys, we have our weaknesses. Our heart is very fragile. Sometimes only the way to speak, the tone you use, and the body language you attach, even as smallest thing could hurt us. Yes we understand you guys have feelings too. We tried hard not to hurt you. Why can’t you do the same?

Before you decide to take or propose a girl to be your wife please do remember that there will be consequences to that action. Well yes it would be nice to buy a diamond ring and get down on your knees and propose, so Cinderella story. I believe most of the girls or should I say women fantasize about this fairy tales a lot?

Anyway, the consequence to it is that along with all the pleasure comes a very big responsibility. I mean really BIG RESPONSIBILITY. Did I make myself clear? Don’t freak out just yet because there is more to come. What kind of responsibility? Now you are talking my language. Okay, first of all you are no longer alone. You have two mouths to feed now. And trust me we women do love to eat! So extra mouth, and extra food means? Extra cash! Right, so ka-ching baby!

You remember how you would stare at the new Toyota or Honda in the showroom or even on the street? Close your eyes and try to recall. Go it? That is exactly how we feel when we passed by Forever 21,Nose and any other stores at the mall. Yes! We love shopping too. Oh my Gucci! See? Told ya! Ka-ching! ka-ching!

Then when we get married and have children as for malay people, we will have to go thru abstention for 44 days or even 100 days. We can’t be together and most of us know that guys have only one passion. But women have many. So can you guys be patience enough to just wait for 44 days? Or will you go out and subscribe any prostitute just to fulfil your desire? Before you ever think of doing that please remember that we suffer that 9 month carrying our babies and going through all the pain. It is not easy; remember without us women there will be no you. You will never exist; you will never be able to see the world.

Within that 9 month, we are extra fragile, extra emotional, and extra cranky. We are in pain, don’t turn your back don’t look at us with disgust, don’t ever walk away. Cope with us only for that 9 month. We will still be there for you we will still cook for you, we will still be able to massage you if you have headache, and we will still wait for you to come home every day. You are still my husband. I will always love you and take good care of you. Why can’t you just do the same? We want love we want to feel that you need us. That is about it.

Have you guys read lately? We will experience this particular event in our life that will definitely change ourselves and that event will make us feel so down. It is called the menopause. We will lose our period and have no desire towards men and to make out. Will you be able to handle that? Can you promise that you won’t go for another woman? Can you hold on to our love? Can you be faithful to us? All those “ I will die for you, I don’t need other girl, They got nothing on you.” Can you prove that it is true?

Have you faint? Guys, I never said being a man is easy. But why don’t you go for a better man? So after reading this you still want to propose her? If yes then be ready. It is not going to be easy but when there is a will there is always a way. Goodluck!