My Life

oukayh... i've been thinking about all this since like forever...its just not right..i know once i did ignore whatever people say or think but its not about what u think or what my friends or my family think...its about what i think how i think & whats best 4 me...im searching 4 myself, ive lost it...i need to get my grip 2gether...i xpenah menyesal about what had happen but i didn't say that i'm totally proud of what i've done...i dun need 2 have any relationship with people if my relationship with ALLAH, my creator was never exists...i'm ashamed to be called as muslim not because d religion, but because i'm not practicing d muslim norm.. i wanna be a muslim with d dignity doin what i am supposed 2 do...

Gio- Bila Cinta

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Ternyata memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
Uuu…
Dalam harapan

I'm Lying...Trust me :)

Kuminta Kau Mendua
by Merpati Band

Hatiku yang merasakan kejenuhan ini
Saat ku tak mampu tuk membuatmu bahagia
Pikirku yang tak wajar mengharapkan dirimu
Berbagi cinta dengan yang lain
Tak mengapa mungkin hati kan terima...

Bukannya ku tak lagi mencintai dirimu
Hanya saja yang kurasa begini adanya
Sekian lama kau bertahan meski kuabaikan
Biar kau cari cinta yang lain
Usah kau risaukan hatiku kan rela...

Reff :
Tuk melepaskanmu namun tak selamanya
Hanya sesaat saja saat ku tak mampu buatmu bahagia
Andaikan nanti kuingin kau kembali
Telah kusiapkan hatiku memilikimu seutuhnya
Kini hanya kuminta kau mendua....

Thinking in dilemma

i'm thinkin............
why life has to be so damn complicated when i am enjoying it...hummmmmmmm....... looking at my life now... what i have,who i have, what i'm goin thru.. i'm happy... i really am..whatever i want i will get, insyaallah...thank u Allah... :)

love is an issue, BIG fat issue...what a crap! am loving my life...

Massari-Real Love

Girl)Girl, im going out of my mind(mind)
and even though i dont really know you(you)
and plus im feeling im running out of time
im waiting for the moment i can show you(show you)
and baby girl i want u to know, im watching you go ,im watching you pass me by

its real love that that you dont know about...

Baby i was there all alone.. when you'd be doing things i would watch you
i'd picture you and me all alone .. im wishing you was someone i can talk to
i gotta get you out of my head but baby girl i gotta see you once again(again)

its real love that you dont know about..
Chorus
its real love that that you dont know about...

Every now and now i go to sleep, i couldn't stop dreaming about you
your love is got me feeling kinda weak.. i really cant see me without you
and now u're running around in my head im never gonna let you slip away again(again)

its real love that that you dont know about...

Every now and then when i watch you... i wish that i could tell you that i want you
if i can have the chance to talk with to you.. if i get up the chance to walk with you
then i would stop holding it in ..and never have to go through this again (again)

its real love that you dont know about..
Chorus
its real love that that you dont know about...

Today when i saw you alone... i knew had to come up and approach you
coz girl i really gotta let you know ...all about the things you made me go through
and now she looking at me in the eye and now you get me open and now you dreaming
again(again)

its real love that that you dont know about...

Every now and then when i watch you... i wish that i could tell you that i want you
if i can have the chance to talk to with you.. if i get up the chance to walk with you
then i would stop holding it in and never have to go through this again (again)

its real love that you dont know about..
Chorus
its real love that you dont know about..


You're the one that i wanna know thatti can take it from me nononoo
even thought i dont really know you.. i gotta lotta love i wanna show you
and youd be right there infront of me.. i see you passing infront of me nonono
girl i need ur love ...baby i need ur love