enuff oukayh

perkahwinan tu satu tanggungjawab yg besar & berat...
bcuz dye besar so dye berat yer kawan2....
haha....idok ler...
seriusly, marriage is a big commitment....responsibility will be bigger....

r u ready?
weyh, bkn ready bab batin2 je ye...
bab zahir, poket dan yg laen2 skali....
korang igt kawen neyh maen2 eyh?
kawen neyh bkn cam korang maen kawen2 dulu tu....
neyh beserta tanggungjawab...package skali...
beli 1 percuma 1...
fhm ta?
fhm2 jela eyh...

kepada kaum adam......
tolong larh ye bile da na kawen or even da kawen naty kurang2 kan larh kuar....
lepaq dgn member, maen snooker ke pape jela...
awak da ad responsibility kt rumah tu....
awak da ad isteri....
suda2 larh have fun nyeee....
grow up larh, jd matang at least try larh...
mmg us gurl lagy cpat matang dr korang....
da tu korang asek na childish perangai kalah budak2 je aphal?
we need u 2 guide us....
we need u 2 b our head...
we need u 2 stay when we r down....

sile sedar diri awak bukan bujang laggy...
sile sedar awak da punye isteri...
ta lame lagy anak plak....
takan awak na stay childish jgk lagy?
cukup2 larh tu....
enuff oukayh....

الحمد لله

hari neyh cam very d tired..... hummm....woke up around 915 in d mownink(awal ke?) then tros siap2, mama went out ad na jmpe sum1..... so i siap2 then we all tros pegy kmpg baru cuz na ambek cenomar.....

then pegy kLiuc for my add & drop... ta settle lagy ouh....frust nyer! ad ke sorg lect neyh bleyh byk tnye plak knp na drop knp ta ambek session laen.... haih, miss tiz is my timetable so i larh yg kna pndai2 set my subject & d tym.... plus neyh degree level nt dip or even high skool.... u dun plan our life....u guide us we choose d way..... mintak maaf if terase.... then hv our breakfast there..... as u all knw m on my diet kn? so taleyh na mkn sebarang... hummm.....

pastu tros pegy kmpg baru again.... cuz imam na jmpe mama regarding all d documents... he checked & sign all of it tp ad jugak yg salah isi so hv to isi balik...

after tht kami rushing pegy imigresen.... twu ta sesat?haha... 3 kali pusing baru jmpe.... comel btol putrajaya neyh... thank god ta ramai org.... ouh ya tym na cr counter tu ad larh counter pertanyaan... so mama went & asked him...

m : tumpang tnye kt mne na bt permohonan berkahwin?
h : permohonan berkahwin dgn WARGA ASING ye? jln tros belok kiri..

hoi! warga asing kate ko? cis btol....dlm kepala hotak tros menjelma bangla2 ouh.... excuse me! my future hubby very d handsome u knw....... haha! na jugak!

settle suda... kami pown pegy larh santap...lapa oukayh...d whole day bekejar sna sni... so tomorow na pegy jawi pule...hopefully everytg will go smoothly as it is 2day....

thanks a bunch to sape2 yg membantu secara langsung or ta.... luv u guys byk2!

just a piece of my thot

This is written just to express my own personal feelings and nothing else......

As you all know that we women were created as a very emotional creature. We usually tend to think with our heart means emotionally and sometimes of course we do use our brain to make sense of something. Not everything needs logical explanation.

Guys, we have our weaknesses. Our heart is very fragile. Sometimes only the way to speak, the tone you use, and the body language you attach, even as smallest thing could hurt us. Yes we understand you guys have feelings too. We tried hard not to hurt you. Why can’t you do the same?

Before you decide to take or propose a girl to be your wife please do remember that there will be consequences to that action. Well yes it would be nice to buy a diamond ring and get down on your knees and propose, so Cinderella story. I believe most of the girls or should I say women fantasize about this fairy tales a lot?

Anyway, the consequence to it is that along with all the pleasure comes a very big responsibility. I mean really BIG RESPONSIBILITY. Did I make myself clear? Don’t freak out just yet because there is more to come. What kind of responsibility? Now you are talking my language. Okay, first of all you are no longer alone. You have two mouths to feed now. And trust me we women do love to eat! So extra mouth, and extra food means? Extra cash! Right, so ka-ching baby!

You remember how you would stare at the new Toyota or Honda in the showroom or even on the street? Close your eyes and try to recall. Go it? That is exactly how we feel when we passed by Forever 21,Nose and any other stores at the mall. Yes! We love shopping too. Oh my Gucci! See? Told ya! Ka-ching! ka-ching!

Then when we get married and have children as for malay people, we will have to go thru abstention for 44 days or even 100 days. We can’t be together and most of us know that guys have only one passion. But women have many. So can you guys be patience enough to just wait for 44 days? Or will you go out and subscribe any prostitute just to fulfil your desire? Before you ever think of doing that please remember that we suffer that 9 month carrying our babies and going through all the pain. It is not easy; remember without us women there will be no you. You will never exist; you will never be able to see the world.

Within that 9 month, we are extra fragile, extra emotional, and extra cranky. We are in pain, don’t turn your back don’t look at us with disgust, don’t ever walk away. Cope with us only for that 9 month. We will still be there for you we will still cook for you, we will still be able to massage you if you have headache, and we will still wait for you to come home every day. You are still my husband. I will always love you and take good care of you. Why can’t you just do the same? We want love we want to feel that you need us. That is about it.

Have you guys read lately? We will experience this particular event in our life that will definitely change ourselves and that event will make us feel so down. It is called the menopause. We will lose our period and have no desire towards men and to make out. Will you be able to handle that? Can you promise that you won’t go for another woman? Can you hold on to our love? Can you be faithful to us? All those “ I will die for you, I don’t need other girl, They got nothing on you.” Can you prove that it is true?

Have you faint? Guys, I never said being a man is easy. But why don’t you go for a better man? So after reading this you still want to propose her? If yes then be ready. It is not going to be easy but when there is a will there is always a way. Goodluck!

takot

salam...
eceh, tibe2 anyra jd baek bg salam...
weyh ta salah kite na berubah kn?
atau mmg na troskn perangai lame?
terserah......
anyway aq na story kt rumah mcm2 jd......
since hari tu makin dkt aq jd gerun....
mcm2 masalah aq tgk.....
yg gado jerit2 tengking2 pukul2.....
yg cerai berai....
uish! takot....
bile aq kenang balik, dlm haty duk kate " its oukayh anyra, ko ubah persepsi mereka.... ko boleyh jd isteri yg baek...."
insyaAllah.....
aq still student bile da kawen naty tanggungjawab da beralih kpd suami....
belajar tu still larh....tp aq takot larh ta dpt na jd yg terbaek....
cane eyh?
aq perlukan support......
sape2 yg sudi??

maafkan

Makin hampir hari itu makin banyak dugaan. Aku tak mengerti mengapa. Maafkan di atas segala kebiadapan dan kesilapan aku. Aku hanya manusia biasa yang punya kekurangan. Aku tak minta berjuta atau harta sehektar sekadar faham dengan keadaanku yang makin celaru. Dugaan ini maha berat. Bagi aku tiada apa yang bisa mengjauhi sekadar sabar. Percaya lah aku juga kadang kala mahu lari dari kenyataan bahawasanya aku bakal menjadi isteri orang dan tidak lagi bersendirian. Ya Allah! Hanya kepadaMu aku memohon perlindungan dari segala buruk sangka dan pengadu domba. Permudahkan lah segala urusan kami. Hindari lah aku dari perilaku yang kurang baik. Dari keangkuhan yang bisa membinasakan diriku dan mengecewakan orang lain. Sesungguhnya aku hanya insan biasa. Aku juga punya hati dan perasaan yang mudah terluka. Perasaan yang seandainya kau sentuh ianya akan terusik.

baby ^_^

ouh so cuddly kan itu baby....
smell so nice......
wangi nyer....
sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....................................
na baby 1! hehehe.........

kuceng ini

oukayh tatawu nape kuceng neyh suke nau dgn kasut dye....hahaha...
baunye kah?ta beganjak plak uh.....

aloo paratha....

hehe...hye korang! sorry ouh smlm ta update pape pown...
smlm cam bad mood sket...so mood na hapdate pown nan ado....
na bt cane....sejak berdua neyh...asek na gado2 manje jee...
huhuw....

tht day cik abg tu ad bt aloo paratha neyh bg my sis mkn...
& dye adalah terjatuh haty dgn nye...
so b4 raye haji my sis request lagy suh dye btkan....
my sis beli brg2 sume...
so beliau pown dtg uma & kami bt same2....
best ouh....

see, my sayang dok uli2 tepung itu.....


itu adalah inti dye...ubi kentang,daun parsley,serbuk cili,garam,ad lagy 2 ingredients tp ta igt...


itu yg tgh d masak... & tukang masaknye adalah aq...


jeng3! haha...hambek itu chef nyer.....
siap make up bagai....
ouh yea, aloo paratha.....
aloo means potato........

mental disorder eyh?

korang mesty twu kn ap mental disorder tu?
haaaaa...neyh nak habaq neyh....
lawak oukayh...
orang yg saket mne na mengaku dye saket lagy2 bab mental unstable ryte?

kejap ko na mara kejap ko jd lembut gyla....
apahal babe?
kamoo ta shat ea?
cian....

aq takan ckp cani if aq ta xperience sendiri...
apekebende sume tu....
ko mmg freak.....
igt aq je freak ko lagy over....
relaks larh babe.....
malu ouh....
ke ko mmg da bese?

serius larh babe pity u larh...
kadang aq cian gak kt ko tp kdg2 aq rase cam na sepak ko...
cuz y?
ko salahkan aq ats silap ko.....
itu baru btol b*doh!
faham????

daily 1

hello ppl!hehe...misyh me?
oukayh so ramai je yg tego me suda mox... :(
sedeyh!!!!!!! :'(
anyway, i need to slim down...... :(
na cut down around 9kg in 1 month & 2 weeks tym.....fuh! mencabar oke.... :(
tapeeeee anyra, u can do it! insyaAllah....
korang rase bleyh ke??support sket larh korang....

so smlm da start jog....
mkn ap eyh smlm?
ta igt....
hummmmmm........

td jog 3 round....
then bfast tosai & limau suam....
b4 jog minom oat....oukayh larh tu kan?
timbang2 je da trun 1kg....
ouh my...Alahamdulillah....
lagy 8kg?
uish! sabau2....
conclusion nye?
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jauhi junkfood!!!! seriusly.......
2morro jog lagy....
dun care larh i really mean it...
na kuwus cam dlu....
bukan taleyh,da pena je 51kg...
ha oukayh larh tu...


all d best anyra! ciayeok2! gambate!

50% trust?

once u break my trust to u,u'll never gt it bak.....
bukan na gertak tp na igtkan....
haty aq sgt2 fragile....
mb kdg2 aq ta tunjuk pown tp ta bermakne aq oukayh...
once in awhile cube pk dgn haty....
tnye dgn perasaan....
fhm dgn jiwa....
bkn sume bnde kna ad logical xplaination....
kite manusia unique ta sume org pk same...
tp ta sala kite cube tuk fhm kn?
so hatyku bkn crystal juz seketul daging yg bleyh terluka tnpa terlihat parutnye....

stop talkin' & listen....

it might sound a bit rude...well, depends on d tone o voice u use....
anyway, u knw hw helpful u r when u juz sit & listen?
amazing how juz by listenin' u chud lift away a person's burden?
& makin' them smile again....a very small favor tht chud mk u a better person & probably change who u r....
seriusly, juz listen......fo once, stop talkin' but listen.....open up ur ears,open up ur mind.....
listen,listen,listen....its really easy....
listenin' is a part of communicating....
communication does not always have to be in d form of talkin'.....
listenin' is also communication.....
for instance, to understand a message required listenin......
to solve a problem required listenin.....
so ppl.....
hear me out......
juz LISTEN........

tanak ckp bleyh??

if kite gurau owg igt kite seyez.....
if kite seyez owg maen2....
cane tuh?
timbul kegeraman d haty neyh.....
tp tapee....sabar saje larh wahai haty....
kunk if ta ckp bilang kami saket.....
sebenarnya kami hanya penat.....
jd kami tamahu ckp.....
bleyh??

tuition ouh tuition

thinkin of teaching tuition fo primary skool students larh....
cuz teringin na aja2,main cekgu2....hahaha...sengal!
tade larh, after tiz m nt alone.... da ad tanggungjawab...
so kna larh b ready....
its nt easy tp ta mustahil kn?
so mari kite same2 bina hidup.....

~ku sayang kamoo~♥♥

when i looked into ur eyes i see pain...
u hv been holdin urself bak from showin tht ure in pain.....
u smile u laugh but deep inside ure bleedin hard....
ure hurt badly....soooo badly tht it hurt me.....
seeing u lyke tht makes me wanna take care of u...
weird huh? dun ask y....please...
lemme b d 1 to ease away ur pain.. wipe tht tears....

then i look deeper...then i see a whole new person....
sum1 tht u urself never knew it existed....
u r sum1 new.....in a gud way of cuz....
ure no longer d old u....
u hv change......
a lot.....really....m telling u.....

each tym i look at u i feel tht i really wanna tk cr of u....bt m nt sure if m capable of doin tht....each tym we r apart m worried abt u...thinkin abt u, lookin at my phone n wonder if u whud juz txt 2 say hye... i misyh u really i do...even when we r 2gether i still misyh u....i hope u do too? & yes m sorry m not tht perfect fo u...but m tryin to.... ♥

lately

lately headache jee memanjang..asal eyh?
uish,tamo ler saket2....susa ouh naty ta larat pastu nyusahkan org na jage jee...
tp kan if na saket bio ler tym final break kunk da masuk new sem suddenly sick.....
hell! tanak! naty mesty cam ta aktif ta larat jee all day...sgt ta best begitu oukayh....
since m on my final break keje aq is duk uma sajee, eyh yeke? wait seminit....
tipooo jee....hari2 ouh kuarnyee....isk3....anyra2....
anak dara asek bejalan jee...duk uma blaja masak....eyh?????apakah???? lempang!


oukayh2....kursus kawen suda settle....tinggal doc cuppycake syg je blom...
insyaAllah...hopefully Dye permudahkan....ameeen....dugaan yg sgt oukayh...seyezly, sgt2 dugaan...
gado2 ngade toksah ckp larh kn, mmg punyee...tp alhamdulillah still under control....thanks to Him. kami still oukayh...makin syg...haty makin kuat... :)

whenever i look at him ill feel smtg....alarh cam haty bunga2....dlm haty ad taman....butterfly in ur stomach? smtg lyke tht larh....means m fallin fo him again & again...cane tu?its a wondeerful feelin...jgn tnye cane bleyh rase camtu cuz aq sendiri tatawu na jwb....everytym when m wif him i still misyh him....still wanna look in his eyes & say "baby, i misyh u...." poyo ta?takesah larh....
do u feel d same?hope u do....

kenapa kawen mude?

"saudari, cubo jawak ustaz tnye neyh....pasa gapo na kawen?"
"................(ta sempat na jawab)"
"ha! sebak gata na menikah lah tu....!"
uish, agak kasa d situ.....
yeke ai neyh gatal cuz na kawen?
alorh,manede.... :(
m 22 oukayh.... & he is 27....
rather than kami kuar tanpa ad pape ikatan baek kami halalkan....
haha...ustaz kt kursus kawen tu tnye...
ap motif utama na kawen....
ye ta ye jgk....knp ye???

tatawu na ckp ap da....

dlm blog neyh mmg larh byk luahan perasaan aq.....
yela, name pown manusia kan? mne bleyh lari dr soal haty neyh...
kadang2 haty kite saket,sedeyh,geram,kecik haty,yang bab happy jangan cite larh...
tu sume keje haty....dye yg rase kite yg seksa...hahah...
btol kn?

aq neyh mudah mara, & cpat cool down....yeke? tah? ye kowt....
honestly kdg2 aq harap sgt yg aq ta dpt na rase pape....heartless larh kunun2...
tp mustahil larh tu.....Allah da kurniaan kan haty kt kite....
haih.....na jage haty memang payah.....kte bg makanan yg btol if silap sket mula larh saket....

oukayh2,moti sebenar aq bt entry neyh....
aq rase cm pnat sgt2.....seriusly....pnat sgt2....
knp kamo taleyh na kuat?sedangkan kite pown ta kuat tp belagak kuat...
cuz kite tanak kamoo sedeyh if kite sedeyh....
tp kamoo tapena na ambik twu ap yg kite rase....
lari dr masalah bkn idea yg bijak....
kamoo ta brani hadapi masalah kamoo tu....
bkn kamoo sorg jee yg risaw.....
kite neyh ha lagy risaw.....
kite yg akan hadapi naty....
kamoo kna adil..... pk perasaan kite jugak.....

kite twu kamoo rindu dye....tp smpai bile kamoo na mara kt dye?
kamoo sedar ta yg Allah lebeyh sygkan dye?
baek larh kamoo redha....
ckup2 larh kamoo sedeyh, meratapi dye.....
bukan bermakne kamoo lupe.....
kamoo doa larh,sedekah bacaan yasin kt dye....
insyaallah dye twu kamoo igt dye....
dye twu kamoo syg dye....
& insyaallah kamoo dgn dye akan jumpe 1 hari naty....

kamoo kna kuat....kamoo bukan sorang....
jangan buat diri kamoo tu nampak malang.....
ta baek....Allah menciptakan hambaNYA sebaek2 kejadian....
besyukur larh.....

r u ready?

dalam hidup neyh banyak btol dugaan, settle yang 1 datang lagy 1....cane tu?
that's why kadang2 ad terdetik na give up or smtg...tapi orang duk cakap "jangan,sabar neyh dugaan tuk hang.." & so aq troskan besabar...tapi sampai bile? pena ta korang terpk?
kowt larh ad yang pena trpk cam aq...share sket pleaseee....
oukayh fine,aq banyak sangat cite sal stress2 neyh....adoiii...i need a place to say it all out ryte?cmon, give me a break won't ya?
in life we will have to face everything..i mean as an experience larh....

dulu aq pena jee terpikir kenapa larh asek aq jee yg salah aq jee yg ta btol....
u knw ble rmai yg ad kt sekeliling u means u r important....
bukan larh maksud aq neyh penting....
maknanye rmai yg amek berat....
rmai yg sayang.....ap yg u bt org mesty na amek twu.....
haaaaaa......u sibuk2 na twu sal i means u sayang i kn????
mangaku cepattttttttt!
hahaha... lempang~

tasuke ke rmai org syg?tanak ke rmai org risaw......
drpd duk sorg2 tade oorg kesah?
sedeyh weyh if camtu....
terase cam idup neyh ta bermakne....no meaning bak kate org puteh....
aq neyh mmg pantang if org alergik dgn aq.......
seboleh2nye na sume syg ai....eceh!

oukayh2,actually na story sal smtg.....
me myself tgh gettin ready neyh....
abt wat?
abt everytg........abt study, abt life....

dugaan....

seriusly,tym2 cani memang dugaan dye agak mencabar sket....y?
cuz tym neyh larh kite na knl soulmate kite tuh...kadang2 bab kecik2 pown na gado2...
sedeyh kan? engaged pown bukan bende remeh so jangan pandang ringan...
no,take tiz seriusly please....perasaan tuh sangat laen....
xtra sensitive,xtra mengade...mwehehehe....anyra memang mengado! lempang!
everytg xtra.....i have no idea y....adoii.....
aq pown rimas....haih...asek na cari point na gado...penat twu taa?????
kena byk2 saba....tu kate mama....dye bakal jd suami so kite kna trime....
aq sedar bkn mudah tp aq takot ta dpt na saba....
ya Allah kuatkan aq....aq perlu kekuatan utk troskan.....
to my luv.... bear with me yah?