berkorban demi chenta

have u ever felt in luv but hurt at the same tym? the feeling of that makes us confuse...i do feel that frequently...why i let myself be in luv while im hurting inside?i have no choice...ill let myself suffer in pain but in other ways i'm happy...weird huh? me too dun really understand how this feelings thingy works... u tend to say that u r oukayh but actually u are bleeding inside...

oukayh, its not fair for me to say that u dunnoe exactly how i felt... some of u mb did experience the same lyke i do...but still there is diff here & there...right?

in my case its rather complicated yet easy...

to that very someone.......
just want u to know babe...
u are 1 of the best thing in my life..... no doubt....
watever happens my luv 4 u will never die....
be strong 4 me kayh.....
hold on to our luv....

hari2 ku kini...

entah kenapa aq rase cam kosong?? i feel so damn empty.... aq xsuke nk gado neyh... tp aq manusia biase....kdg2 terlepas pndang....
terover worried.....terlebeyh emo....nk bwat cane aq mmg camni...
aq manje... RIGHT... aq spoiled....MB?

i'm just a simple gurl who is deeply in luv....aq lemah...YUPZ! aq thu...i'm aware of that...salah ke aq syg pd kau? salah ke aq terlampau beharap? salahkahku???

ku terlanjur mchentai dirimu....

nk mrh ke x?

huh! patut x aq mrh or shud i juz let it be????? aaaah! xde2! mmg patut pown aq marah...
da larh bg unacceptable reason........ reason given : DRIVIN....... oooooooo.... tym owg laen text elok je reply?????? tym aq text y the hell susa sgt nk reply????????? aq risaw oukayh?????! anda mmg x fhm ke or saje bwat2 x fhm????? answer that!

if i x text thu plak mrh, majok....u still remember how it feels lyke? try to recall cuz thats how i feel kayh....do u know how stupid it is when u are worried about someone but that someone didn't even care???? silly me......blablabla....

tula mama da ckp if syg owg tue jgn sehabis haty....juz follow the flow....see, kan da susa...padan muke sayeee....
tp bg aq senang je aq syg dye if dye x syg ad aq kesah????? alarh actually mmg aq kesah pown...but seriusly i do care if 4 the 1st or 2nd 3rd tym but when it happen again & again aq da malesh.... i juz don't give a damn!!!!!! puas haty????? mmg tu yg ko nk kan?????aq bleyh bg...ko sggup nk trime????sggup?
if sggup anytime darl....all yours.......

last word from me.... chow!

a very busy tired yet wonderful day

heylor guys....

sowry cuz yesterday x tulis anything pown..misyh x? misyh x? heehehe...
oukayh2...bak to my story...

well, today bgn2 je tros shower then sidai bju...aq tros siap cuz kna pegy meli all the stuff for the hostel...blablabla....mama mmg cmtu, she is very well-prepared when it comes to things lyke this... i'm glad really...

anyway,me & mama pegy meli brg kat jalan tar je..cheap mar...aq mukan larh gurl yg kesah sgt abt the brand..as long as its in gud condition plus chanteq bg aq thts more than enough...done..
sampai je kt cna as usual mmg ramai gyla manusia...yela sabtu kn plus peeps bwu dpt gji so lg larh meriah...we all redah cr parking which mmg susa nk dpt larh kan..last2 we end up park kt parking that cost us 7 bucks per entry..done..

byk gyla meli brg....looking at mama's face at that tym i chud say that she really wants me to continue my study...so i pwomish myself to carry on study till the end...insyaallah...
pas da letak all the stuff dlm kete kami pegy mam...then jln2 at the bazaar...x meli pape pown juz jln2 je...
but............... then sampai kt tiz kedai tudung mama ajak singgah so ble da singgah kami pown termeli...heheheheh....

after that kami sambung jalan sampai the end of the bazaar i found tiz cute grey bag....&............... i got it! yeay! hehehe...
ups! lpe nk ckp b4 that jumpe tiz booth jual roxy's slippers... tp cam x confident larh dpt meli cuz usually basic price 20 bucks...4 mama its quite expensive....
so saje larh tnye kan nk puaskan haty je...tetibe dye ckp 15 bucks je... & mama ckp if nk meli larh.....yeay!!!!!!AGAIN...... so i did bought 1 pair...black of cuz...
actly mama da meli da roxy's slipper 4 me... brown colour... nice but wrong size... my feet hurt ble pkai...sygnyeeeee...


oukayh that all the story... END~

the very day...

halllluuuuu............

hehehe...yup! mmg sayeee senang haty yg amat sangat neyh...
nk thu knp??????nk x? nk x?
oukayh2, nk story ler neyh...

td pg2 lg aq da bgn(ehem3...jgn ckp pape)siap sume tros kuar menuju ke ikram park...dlm haty da besemangat waja neyh...bese larh kn...
done...

smpai2 je kt cna aq tros pegy marketing department dye hoping that dpt deal dgn mamat ritu...chop2! mukan sebab aq jth chenta or watever dgn dye yer...harap maklum... yela, senang skit cuz dye da knl aq plus dye yg handle aq hr tu...tp malangnye dye xde...
then ad tiz indian guy yg lyn dye suh naek tingkat atas nk bayar fees... again done...
da larh tggu lame gyla( which aq sgt2 x gemar menunggu).... then smpai je finance depatment dowg elok je cik kak tue kate cani

cik kak : rebate yg rm1000 tu da xde...
mama : eyh? cane plak bleyh xde? hr tue saye dtg ambik surat
offer dye kate ad je rebate tue...

jeng3... kat c2 probs occur...aq pown ckp larh kt cik kak sowg tue...plus awal2 lg mmg aq cam benggang gak larh dgn cik kak sorang neyh..kowg bygkan tym kje plus ad customer kt dpn mate ko bleyh bwat derk lyn phone ko....cissss!!!!!!so saje aq nk cr pasal...kuang3..

aq : that day i did came here & ur people told me that i still
can get the rebate if i pay lumpsum all the fees anytime
b4 april?


ad nada2 mengamuk di c2...aq try jgk thn kemarahan ku...hahaha.. which i did...thank Allah...
so keadaan da jd kelam bin kabut...gara2 rebate tue...
ah! knp aq mesty tkt?? kan aq punyai hak tuk besuare???
mama jgk yg ckp....
then kami trun blk ke marketing dept nk cari owg yg betanggungjawab atas kemarahan kami...kuang3...idok ler... just wanna make things clear...

sampai kt mktg ad plak mamat tue...hahahaha! siap ko!

aq :i'm sowry if i get it wrong but if i'm not mistaken that
day u did say that i chud get the rebate anytime b4 apr ryte?
mamat :i said if u pay all the amount within the info day...

oukayh....DONE...aq rase mb aq salah tp haty kecilku bekate yg aq x silap dgr ble dye kate "anytime b4 apr"hummmm... xpela,aq redha...
after everythings clear kami pegy blk finance dept to pay all the required fees... cuz rebate x dpt mama end up bayar 1k je... mukan sebab xde duet bcuz saje nk mnyusahkan dorg... cruel x??? hahahaha....

after settle sume kami memblahkan diri.... tetiba terbit 1 rase yg tym mule2 aq enroll kt iic aq da rase...hummmm...sgguh indah pwasaan itu...aq bakal mnjadi student semula...
ALHAMDULLILAH.... THANK YOU ALLAH....