we used to....

knp entry aq recently sgt2 emo/luvey dovey??
mb cuz m in luv?? alarh,relaks larh bkn ke lumrah org bechenta mmg camtu??
ayat bunga2 jee slalu??eyh jap aq camtu eyh? maluuuuuu :*>
maafkan larh kayh...ta sngaje....na bt cane kn...
anyway....
korg pena dgr ta lagu Miley Cyrus - When I Look At You...?eceh! tgk, dgr lagu pown jiwang2....loving2 jeee.....gedix ouh kaw anyra....
oukayh2 bak 2 tht song....
it goes a bit lyke tiz.......

-everybody needs inspirations.... everybody needs a soul... beautiful melody....when the nyte so long....cuz thers no guarantee.... tht tiz life is easy......& when my world is fallin apart.... when thers no light to break up d dark....thts when i........i look at u...when d waves r floodin d shore.... & i cant find my way home anymore...... tht when i.....i look at u........ when i look at u i c forgiveness.... i c d truth.... u luv me for who i am....lyke the star holds d moon ryte wher they belong & i knw im nt alone.....♥♥♥

lagu neyh mmg best....it gv me strength..whenever i felt down...tp adalah gak unsur2 cintan2 gitu...kn da kate i dlm mood jiwang....huhuw~
aq pena bg lagu neyh kt sum1...sgt2 special.....kami da tade pape....kami tepakse bepisah...
sedeyh kn? :'( sile nangis.....
-everytime i said i dun need u please remind me tht i cant live w/out u... everytime i push ur hands away please pull me between ur arms...everytime i 4got 2 smile please look at me & juz smile cuz ur smile is d cure of everytg.... everytime i said bye know tht my heart is saying no....everytime i hurt u know tiz.....I DIDNT MEANT TO...♥♥♥

sentence kt atas neyh pown aq pena bg kt dye....ya Allah tym neyh mmg sayang sgt larh kt dye...
ta pndang org laen da....kau yg 1....ko tgk? poyo ta?haha....bkn larh maknenye skrg aq da benci ke hape kt dye....its just tht we moved on...aq kna hormat decision dye....n m hoping tht dye pown bt yg same....plus aq doakn happiness dye....now aq dpt twu dye da ad sum1....aq happy tp sedeyh at d same tym....
knp?cuz kami tepakse bepisah....if kami still 2gether mb kami da slamat da 2gether...i mean d halal way....
tp tapee....everytg happen fo a reason kn?so redha.... :)

ku ada kamoo

Di kala ku kehilangan di dalam kegelapan, when m lost in the dark,
Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk, u light me up with guidance
Di kala ku kesedihan, when i'm sad
kau ukirkan senyuman, u smile to me
Dengan penuh sabar memujuk, with patient u comfort me
Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh. u catch me everytym i fall

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh,if 2morro d sky will fall
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,please stay with me
Andai hari esok dunia gelora,if 2morro d world is fallin apart
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu.i wont b afraid cuz I HAVE U....

Di kala aku tak pasti,when m not sure
Kau tampil dengan berani,u come up to me bravely
Membimbing agar lebih yakin,guide me to b certain
Dan bila hidup penuh soalan,and when my life is full with questions
Kau berikan jawapan,u gv me d answer
Melengkap semua kekurangan...full fill every emptiness

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh,

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh,
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,
Andai hari esok dunia gelora,
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu.

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu,
Hidup tanpa doronganmu,

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh,
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,
Andai hari esok dunia gelora,
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu.

mama's hope...

mama hope fo me to move back in with her...... she wants to see me every mownink.... wants to have me near always... ya Allah, m down on my knees prayin fo her happiness,fo her gud health..... fo her to have no worries at all..... m willing to give up my all just fo her.... m willing to give up my happiness fo her.... m willing to even die fo her... u know my heart ya Allah.... u know that m changing fo gud... ya Allah,she is d only 1 i have... d only 1 i chud count on.....

sweetheart, hear me out please.....this is fo u.... mama already luv u as her own... please please please dun ever hurt her.... ill kill u if that happen... i swear.... she is my life..... she wants us to be together.... she is counting on u...us.... she is not forcing us or anything.... she just wants d best fo me & she can see that u r d best.... baby....we need u....

& iloveyou...i really do..

aku lemas aku rimas.....
eceh! rimas plak ko kn...
dush2!haha
seriusly i do....
dlu ko mntak2, now ko nyesal plak...
bende neyh terkesan,
rase na pengsan,
timbul rase kesian....
hopefully aq ta perasan...
hah! da cam pantun 4 kerat plak da...

lyke mama always say dun wish fo smtg tht ure nt sure of....
naty ko dpt ko nyesal....
yer2,timbul penyesalan d haty neyh...

messed up

when ure messed up just put ur heads up & look out d window & smile......
have faith in Him....

everything happens fo a reason.....