*sigh -_-

Salaam...
hello dearest
hows everything so far? hope everything is well..
me? i'm ok i guess..

i almost die bcuz of panicking!
why?
well as u all know my mum is the 1 who is taking care of my baby..
yesterday she gt athma attack & chouldnt even talk...
panting even when she is laying down...
so today i went to work as usual...
at around 7:46am my sis called me & said

sis : i'm gonna take mama to the hospital. her condition is worst. her athma.
me: huh? how about dinah? should i rush home?
at the same time i was busy texting everyone to ask for help..
sis : if possible
me : i'll try my best...

called my hubby & told him everything..

i was blur, worried & unhappy...
seriusly i am...
my brain cant seems to function properly...
my heart was pounding fast....I mean FAST
yes,  I have to admit that I have this issues about my panicky emotion...
I tend to get panic so easily...

my focus was elsewhere..
I wanted to go back so badly...
but I cant...

I have other commitment also...
my job...
I know people whud run back home if they were in my shoes...
but there's a lot of stuffs I have consider..
working stage is not 'ouh oukayh I dun feel like goin today'
as much as possible I whud luv to stay at home...
see her grow...

haih...