yea u...

salaam...
hello pretty ppl : ) gud morning..
so yesterday right when i was browsing thru my facebook,email & stuffs..
suddenly smtg hit me...its amazing how u can have thousands of friends online but in real life?
honestly, i'm not the type of person who really mingle around much...
there's a reason behind that....

I used to be a very2 outspoken,cheerful kinda girl...
I would just go around & introduce myself to ppl....
meaning to say I love making friends....
I was very active back in school..
I love sports, choir, drama,scout, martial art clubs...
I enjoy bein around ppl...
so 1 day, I was chatting with my sis
& then she asked me.... my future plan after this...
I'm thinking about being a martial art's instructor, & continue my passion in sports...

& then I graduated from school & started to study in college...
there where it started....
I started to meet so many different types of people....
weird 1, rude 1, & also the nice 1...
I have my own group...
a bunch of crazee girls... average teenage girl with attitude...
ahahahah!
those days...

I got hurt so many times by the so called 'FRIENDS'
they talk behind my back...
friends arent supposed to do that... in my world of course...
ever since that I hardly trust anyone & tend not to have any intimate r/ship with ppl around me...
I'd rather be so called 'anti-social' or 'lone ranger' like wat my cousin always say to me...
having those heartache to a person u called 'FRIEND' is such cliche...

life is too short to regret...
why do u wanna be sad just for ppl tht doesnt give a *&%^ about u...


p/s : i need holiday! -_-''