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So many things to do but so little time. Sometimes I just think that life is unfair. People assume that I have a wonderful life, they don’t really know how it feels to be in my shoes. Don’t comment on something that you never experienced, that will make you looks like a total fool. Growing up was suppose to be fun and adventure but then for me.

Trying to survive in this materialistic and technological world. Money is an issue everywhere, people are willing to kill just because of money. Well, now we know how important is money nowadays. Now I realize that we can’t really trust everyone around us. The only person you can trust is yourself, because only you know who you are. Other people don’t have the right to insult you or whatever so on. Friend??? Is there any best friend out there? The answer is ‘None’!! you can lost your ‘best friend in a sec. I’ve lost mine.

Heh! So hurtful to think bout that, just imagine a person that you trust, love and always share your problem with could just turn their back to you. Can you imagine that?? Everything is wrong I don’t know how to fix it. How??? My feeling right now is total mess up.. I don’t have anyone to talk to, really make me tense and always feel down. If I wan to list all of my problem then it wont be end. Sometimes I just wish that I am a kids, no need to think of all the problem. Alhamdullilah I was born in a pure Islam family. But then I am the one should decide how to live my life. Am I that bad? Well, maybe..