my story

na tawu ta???
suddenly aq tengat kisah lalu...eceh! lempang~
no, seriusly aq tengat ouh...i mean aq yg dlu...
aq yg tomboy,aq yg pengkid....
mesty kowg ta caye kn???
yahp! m once a tomboy....once a pengkid....wats d diff between tomboy & pengkid?
according to my understanding...
tomboy is a girl which dress up lyke a boy...
pengkid is a girl who dress up lyke a girl & lyke girls...
me?
i was once both...

i am so used to short hair...y?well, since i ws in primary skool which is a Chinese skool i hv 2 keep my hair short..y? hell yah y? idk...weird law...
when i was in form 3, i joined d taekwondo club...
since then i jd makin kasar n i usually will dress up lyke boys do...
baggy pants, dc shoes...aq mnat skate, hip hop n blablabla....
watever so on larh.. my hair mmg sgt2 short...
uish! funny ouh..

anyway, tht was my "tomboy" xperience...at that tym i dun lyke boys....
haha...typical kn?
then msuk form 1 konon2 na berubah...i start simpan rmbut pjg, pkai bj kurung...
tp jap je...2 3 month after that... tgn da rimas...kpl asek gatal...alasan tanak rmbut pjg...
pastu pakse mama bwk pegy ptg...
kali neyh ta pendek sgt cuz mama da warning awal2 if na ptg taleyh pendek...
oukayh bt still i manage 2 make it look boyish...
shit!
pastu aq rapat dgn these 2 tomboy jgk, chinese n indian...
yg chinese tu mmg da kire hardcore larh....
i oukayh lg beb...dye da ad aweks...
huhuw...

1 day dorg cabar aq

dorg : i dare u tackle d new girl.....
me : korg igt aq lesbo ke?
dorg : takot eyh?
me : shit! oukayh deal!

fyi aq mmg sgt pantang dcabar...dlu larh...
aq pown try my luck...last2 dpt....!
hell ouh!tht girl sgt2 senang... i mean she agreed ble aq ajak couple...
my feeling at tht tym sgt strange...seriusly....
after few month dye apply jd pengawas, so aq cam chill jela...
tp makin hari dye makin poyo....
shit again!
she is so not my type anymore! m done wif u gurl....

pastu konon2 frust ar....sedeyh2...dorg knlkn aq dgn mne2 gurl tah...
tp aq tanak...mb cuz aq still trauma kowt...ceyh! trauma ap kaw???
then few month later ad plak sowg gurl neyh bwu msuk skool...
bleyh thn ar...so aq pown try luck lg...
dpt jgk....wuhuuuu! :)) budget handsome plak da.....
tp ta lme cuz aq dpt twu dye da ad pengkid....shit!
1st tym ptus cuz org ke-3....frust gyla larh....
then aq decide na single.........