tadaaaaaa! haaaa...in d previous update i ad ckp yg me, my mum & my sis na break our fast kt luar kn?so here goes...we went to Restaurant Wadi Hadramawt,jalan Ampang..kL...



neyh owg yg excited lebeyh ta pena buke luar...cun gak kn??ahahahah...lempang~

anyway,our table is 31.....motif??saje je...kowt korg tacaye kn....haha...poyo~

yg neyh barbican..its actually arabian nyer carbonate drinks...i da lame ouh na try....kt my uni mmg ad tp cam maluuuuuu je na meli...oiii! malu ke ta mampu???aahahaha...raspberry flavour...yummy2


yg neyh fetush salad...dye cam masam2 sket...sket kate ko??? byk ouh...tp sedap
haaaa....yg neyh mmg larh my fav... Shish Tawooq name dye...btol ke spell camtu??ta sure... huhuw...tp if kt Tarbush lg besh dye bg garlic sauce..
& this is lamb wif rice...dunnoe d full name...mama luv d rice...
me & my nephew, Danish

me & Nafiz....notty sgt ouh ini budak....

last but not least our pic.... my dalink, myself & my sweet sis.... :))
thanks mama! blanje lg kayh laen kali :p

Iftar wif my dalink & my sweetheart :)

salam....
m home, yayyy! :)
ouh yah, finished my cluz at 430 then rushed bak home...
well not actually rushing tho m enjoyin all d way...singing along...smiling....thinking...
anyway...y m so excited to go bak???
its actually bcuz of my dalink mummy...
my mum called me around 2 or smtg the conversation goes a bit lyke this :

me : ye ma?
mama :nina...nina balik hari neyh ke esk pagi?(i start to have this feeling)
me :lepas cluz nina balik ma,knp?
mama : tade, k.zyra pown ad same so ingat na mkn luar...
me : lps cluz nina balik, insyaAllah ma...
mama : oukayh, elok2 bwk kete...

what feeling u ask me??this feeling when u have so much to do & suddenly its lyke someone help u & its all done...the feeling of relieved or smtg...i just chudnt explain...
so i just cant wait to go home...
then once i reach home i saw mama's car so means she is in....
so i took my luggage & go in d house but it was quiet as if no one is in it...
so i walked in & gv salam... suddenly mama said out loud

"ooooo...anak saya da balik, sy igt org laen.." to our helper kak imah...

i was so happy to hear that seems lyke she is so happy m home... :))

then we waited 4 azan & we break our fast & then went out....

what r u trying to do.....?

salam...
what r u trying to do??
mind to explain???
i juz dun get it...
u r too bz pointing finger at people but u 4got that d other 3 r pointing bak at ya!
funny how u see thing....
u juz say whatever u want without thinking about the consequences...
what r u trying to do??
making people feel bad about themselves and then what?
what do u get in return?
still i dun have any idea of what r u trying to do.....
hummmm...
or perhaps thats d only way u chud hide ur feebleness??
well i gotta admit it kind of working...
but in a very short period of cuz...
cherish every moment of ur victory....
laugh as much as u can...
scream as loud as u want...
im juz gonna watch what will happen till the end....

puase

any minutes now....ta sabaaaaaa!! cuz y?? 2day rase cam sgt2 exhausted, na msk pown malesh...yer i ngaku i malesh...huhuw...
anyway, happy bebuke...!

suddenly ku terpikir

salam....
apa yang bakal aku tulis neyh tade kna mengene dg sape2 pown..... Bismillahirramannirhim....
here goes....

ap yg aku cr dlm hidup??apa? renung balik ap yg aku ad...
Anyra Zainudin....itu aku...umo 22 tp slalu je disalahertikan umurku itu...
kate mereka aku nampak mude...ta mcm 22...mcm 18 saje... alhamdullillah...
neyh kurniaan Allah... My Creator.... aku besyukur.... sgguh neyh...ta tipu...
ya Allah aku mohon agar aku ta leka ta lupe ta alpa...kenape???
cuz skali aku lupe alpa n leka
aku takot aku bongkak sombong dgn pinjaman Mu ini ya Allah...
m not religious nt perfect nt pious...i am just a ordinary normal simple girl... Thank u Allah...

na thu rahsia mude???aku ta pkai susuk or vitamin c collagen or watever...wallahi... 1 word.... AIR, WATER....air ap?? segala air yg ad...air kosong....minum...yg paling penting...wudhuk! sgt2 PENTING....tu larh susuk collagen yg paling MUJARAB! insyaAllah...

1 mase dulu aku alpa, leka dgn dunia aku...i forgot who m i...i tend to do watever i want w/out even care about wat other people think or sya even my fams...aku marah mereka...aku merajuk kononnye mereka ta fhm aku...hakikatnya aku yg lupe...lupe asal usul ku...darah dagingku... Islam pegangan agamaku...

ya Allah......1 hari aku sedar....aku menangis....aku sujud....terase diri ini kotor...jijik melihat diri aku sendiri...walllahi...aku jijik...aku kotor....ap yg aku lakukan????? aku yg dulu slalu rindu na betemu dgn penciptaku hilang.....aku ta lg solat...aku bwat hukumku sendiri...aku mengejar bahagia dunia...aku biarkan bahagia akhirat...
ya Allah aku ta layak utuk syurgaMu tp aku ta sanggup ke nerakaMU.... kini aku terase makin dgn Dia....sedekat mne aku ta pasti...tp yg penting aku rindu....sangat2 rindu...
aku sentiasa cr waktu utk mama....spend most of my time wif her...mama je yg aku ad.... aku na spend every free tym tht i hv wif her...itu lebeyh baek dr lepaq2 kn??? dgn kakak2 ku??? well, honestly sis zyra agak rapat dgn i...alhamdulillah..pape je mesty ktorg call each other...she whud call me or even just text tp 2 da ckup cuz tht shows tht she care 4 me...she recognized me as her baby sister...thts more than enuff... aku plak suke je sakat2 dye...eyh sakat2 manje...hehehe...klaka kayh..pluis since we hv our boutique 2gether...best oukayh! pegy meniage sesame...kna ngorat sesame...ahahahaha~ sape kate anak pn sarifah n en zainudin ta menawan???aaaa????? lempang...huhuhuhu...
as 4 my 2 brothers... mmg kami ta rapat...my 1st bro dye a bit serius...tp dye care...abang slalu tnye mama about me...hw am i doin...oukayh ke x...thts enuf 4 me 2 knw tht he care 4 his baby sisiter...alhamdulillah....my 2nd bro?? uda neyh kasar a bit...so aku mmg ta gemar..but from his action i knw...trust me i knw dye syg aku.... :'( teharu... sume pown syg..... abg, uda, k.zyra....! nina sayang korang sume!!!!! ya Allah type neyh pown aku da sebak...bayangkan if dorg ad depan mate...aku GELAK!!! oiii! akukan brutal...mwahahaha... xpe2 bia dorg tatawu asalkan Allah twu betapa aku syg gyla kt dorg.... <3>

sis....wat happen to u???wat happen 2 us???we used 2 be really close....we talked we laughed we hang out 2gether....now???? wat happen???? we no longer even say hye... :(
but i still luv u...smpai ble2... insyaAllah....

as i see my life now...i have lyke almost everything...every single thing...even ta larh dasat sgt but then i chud smile...waking up in d morning i chud smile & dun hv any worries...
I'm a student...degree student...m proud of that...my course?? BA(hons)English For Professional Communication.... watever i want ill get it...so far.. :)
Thank you Allah....

so puan-puan, kite tade alasan tuk ta besyukur ek...
tiap kali kaw tadah tgn, sujud or bile2 je yg kaw teringat...cmon say Thank You Allah...ta susa ta payah....Dia Maha Mengetahui... so juz tadah tgn & PRAY...